For 2020 I just want to stop being so scared to be close to anyone. I get s*** on constantly so it's a valid fear but atleast the confidence to not fear rejection so much would help

If I lived on my own I wouldn't even care about being so lonely tbh its the judgement that gets to me

I'm not even depressed anymore, I just want life to be over lmao

does anyone know what it feels like to even hate happiness? to hate everything?

im tired of feeling like this

it’s just an overarching aching dread

Last post of the decade
It’s just a change of numbers but it feels like a good time for change and I’m going to make serious change in these next few years
Time to grind, work on myself, enjoy life, be free, do things I want to do and accomplish my goals.

Have a nye party I’m supposed to attend tonight with my closest friends but I’m almost to anxious to even go. I wouldn’t wish this feeling on my worst enemy

please go

i wish i had friends that would’ve reached out to go w me

anxiety is a b**** but idk

I am. I just hope this feeling fades before I’m there.

Also, try not to worry about what others are doing tonight. Ik it’s easier said than done, but at the end of they day it’s just another day fam. Tomorrow won’t be any different :)

i usually wouldn’t care but i feel so lonely and left out lately. s*** sucks man.

try your best to enjoy yourself though

another year of mid

ill feel alright for a bit and ill just get yanked right back down

crazy i started this decade as such a happy and optimistic kid and now im ending as such a sad and lonely young man

this is all my fault

i did this to myself

i deserve all this

i have (max) 6 decades left alive and i wasted the first 2

More peace and prosperity all of you into the new year.

on the verge ..

I felt the same man. I rarely thought about it but now that the decade is over s***'s really depressing.