bruh the crazy thing is I was so happy being single and being on my own before, but she showed me how good it can be. rough to hear u going through the same thing man.

and yeah you're right, thanks man, that makes me feel a lot better, i'm sure she has to be thinking about it somehow

This

does taking melotonin and magnesium pills together make you toss n turn a lot at night and make it harder to fall a sleep? or if you take a lot of melotonin? 5 mgs for example?

At my parents for the christmas, I dont know why but anxiety and depression f***ing hit me hard tonight. I just miss my childhood xmas days, feels like I can’t talk with my parents like I used to anymore

Bro me too, I miss having love in my life . Before I never really knew what it was like. Never got close with my blood family they’re all addicts so it was really the first true love I felt in my life. Her family became mine. And In an instant I lost it all. It feels like all of them broke up with me, her bro’s, dad, mom, aunts, grandmas ... one day I was just dead to them all . And I did no wrong.

I understand why it is the way it is and I understand life isn’t fair and I know the universe isn’t plotting to ruin my life but damn

S*** f***ing hurts man. I cried once in our five year relationship, I never was able to cry . But I’ve cried a lot especially the last week. Even though it’s been two months . The pain is back in full force

Just got invited out for xmas eve but declined because I dont feel good about myself right now. I kinda feel guilty when I dont go out but i just aint got good energy, whats the point.

i think my eyes are the only feature i like about myself because theyre the only thing that didnt change from when i was a baby and that was when i peaked... 😞

I don’t want to live

f*** christmas tbh

she’s all im thinking about, and she couldn’t care less

i miss when things felt new

Almost 20 years strong of spending every christmas alone we in this b****

How old r u if u dont mind me askn

N wat led to dis situTion

Almost 20

Being born

U jus dont have family or smth?

I need to get out o f here

I’m in pain

i need to get motivated

I keep taking Ls when it comes to girls... I'm a failure She gave head but now she not texting back