Dec 19, 2019dont feel like leaving my bed ever these days :/
Dec 20, 2019DarkSpriteMental breakdown hours
me rn
Dec 20, 2019·editedya boi recently passed 50 days clean from self harm
Dec 20, 2019DarkSpriteMental breakdown hours
- Dec 20, 2019·1 replyIgnance
she was sitting alone at the table again, and i didnt talk to her lmao.
next time i just gotta go do it tbh.
You niggas finna go on break huh
you better gone head and do that s***
- Dec 20, 2019
feel alone and like i dont belong anywhere and the only person who makes me feel like i do is so far away and goes to bed early 😔
Dec 20, 2019Just woke up trembling and shivering
Why anxiety why
- Dec 20, 2019
Distract yourself brain distract yourself
Dec 20, 2019My insurance making me go to a psychiatrist instead of my GP now for my ADHD meds. Every provider in the area got some 2 star reviews or less
I'm kinda worried ngl one of these places my mom took me to when I was in middle school and they tried to put me on anti depressants because I wasn't doing my homework so that apparently meant I was clinically depressed
and this place had the "highest" review score with a 2.5 smhWish I could just stay with my main doctor he's cool but insurance won't cover anymore and I can't afford 400 every visit just for refills.
- Dec 20, 2019math fifty
You niggas finna go on break huh
you better gone head and do that s***
talked to her yesterday im chilling
- Dec 20, 2019
Damn I feel like s***
- Dec 20, 2019·1 reply
i really think nofap has helped w my social anxiety, it still crops up but its not like absolute terror
still have attacks here and there too though
666 💢Dec 20, 2019another night when I've barely been able to sleep because of nightmares
- 666 💢Dec 20, 2019
I've been awake for 4 hours and I don't have the strength to get out of bed man
- Dec 20, 2019·1 reply
bro its crazy how marinated this girl is on my mind, i wish i could just tell her all of this without coming off as a creep, like i legit dreamed about this b**** and i havent dreamed in such a long time.
- Dec 20, 2019Ignance
i really think nofap has helped w my social anxiety, it still crops up but its not like absolute terror
still have attacks here and there too though
my s***drive is way too high for me to do nofap
Dec 20, 2019
addjaI've accepted that I'm gonna die young by suicide, probaly in 5 years time or something like that.
It's just so peaceful, say your goodbyes to the people you love by text, OD on some pills, go out in euphoria and leave a beautiful corpse.
not right now though I wanna live a little more beforehand.
exactly what i plan on doing
Dec 20, 2019I want to kill myself so bad, i hate this life truly
Dec 20, 2019I think im misanthropic, i hate this s***
- Dec 21, 2019Ignance
bro its crazy how marinated this girl is on my mind, i wish i could just tell her all of this without coming off as a creep, like i legit dreamed about this b**** and i havent dreamed in such a long time.
good luck bro
s*** not sweet
- Dec 21, 2019·1 reply
F*** Christmas f*** New Years f*** the holidays
- Dec 21, 2019
I want to disappear
- Dec 21, 2019
hit a tab of acid and had a cry to blonde over that b**** and talked to one of my niggas and we vented to each other for a bit too
i feel cleansed. pessimistic but everything has been let out
Dec 21, 2019one day..
- Dec 21, 2019PainPapi
F*** Christmas f*** New Years f*** the holidays
play another lonely christmas by prince