I have abandonment issues with women ever since my mom left me and my brother at 7 years old.
I have been ghosted twice and most relationships aside from one has ended poorly.

I’m super insecure and refuse to actually try and find someone because all throughout my life i’ve been ignored and when otherwise given the time to actually connect with someone they grow out of love or perhaps “used” me to get some sort of pleasure. I don’t know, i’m rambling. I need therapy

cryinfso hard i started convuslinf wtf how is it possible to be this sad!!!😞

F***ed up everything good in my life it feels like

When did it get this bad? I don't even know who I am anymore.

Same fam can’t wait!!!

That’s awesome fam. Being there will mean so much to her! Always good to go out and support the people around us

Nah fam keep movin forward. There’s always something good to come even if you can’t see it yet

I’m so jaded I don’t know what’s what

Wish I could live in my dreams

my body caught up to my mind

im in a perpetual state of tiredness even when i nap and s*** lol

Dont know what to do for education lol

What you mean?

keep your head up fam

please let me be confident and egocentric tomorrow rather than a nervous seeking validation wreck please please i need this week to ignore this b****

I"ve been depressed but i'm still alive and i'm gonna push forward with or without her

Feeling like im suffering from an identity crisis

Good luck fam you got this!

I've learned to hate myself more these last three months than ever before...

im going through it so so hard rn

eyes hurt from crying but it feels kind of good 🙈

lol she kick me w her foot at the table n then pretended she didnt

she just really here to mind f*** me

If you ever need to talk message me

I been thinking dark lately. It’s kinda f***ed

Starting to think this life s*** ain't it fam

Just tired of existing tbh