What’d you tell your teacher?

Man that trembling feeling, I remember the first time I got my heart broke by someone I truly loved I started trembling and throwing up

I feel like that.. feel like that all the time

I didn't go to my relative's wedding. It hurts, but I feel like I needed time to myself. I don't want to see people until I'm where I want to be, successful and graduated. These people don't really care about me anyway. They only invite me because they feel they have to. Maybe they want to show off. It's not like I would have had much to say to them if I went.

It hurts, but I'll let this pain motivate me.

Really sucks pming isn’t a thing here yet could really talk to someone rn

Imma get through this depression one day

I feel cold. My roommate been asking if I’m straight. Not livin right rn

just told her im alright lol

I was depressed from age 11 or 12 to 22. Now I'm a rock for other depressed people. I'm not rich, special or ever had any real help fixing my mind and I made it through. It gets a lot better

people like you make me feel optimistic. I just hope all this will go away sometime in the future

another f***ing day sigh

Everyday is painful is it even worth it

It’s really not worth it

You could off yourself and not feel anything anymore

I've not taken any medication for the past year. Went through a stint of delusions, paranoia and hallucinations about a year and a half ago. My mind state been good. Been meditating with the earth mudra. I'm not gonna go out like one of these dumb mother f***ers. Thank you to what happened. Gonna continue building on the legacy.

I’m really finna end my high school year as a purified virgin f*** being ugly

Find your peace
Close your eyes
Feel your emotions flow
Where are the blockages, where is the pain
Focus on it
Keep focusing

One day you'll find the answer to overcoming what ever is keeping your energy down. Just stay self aware of your emotions

Ngl I've spent hours every day for a couple years now trying to fix this thing some call the Kundalini others maybe the interstitium or fascia. It's a channel that runs through every joint in your body then up your spine into your skull. Presumably it ends wrapped around the 'third eye' which deserves its own post but I do believe it's real. It's the origin of emotions and sensation.

Given its relationship to your spine, when blockages occur in this channel you don't feel emotions normally or signals from specific parts of your body. I happen to be born disabled so my Kundalini is blocked heavily on one half of my body and it physically hurts, my left arm isn't fully developed and my Kundalini is sealed on my left shoulder which has caused a ton of health issues. I'm blessed to be able to see how this all works first hand in high resolution with the curse that my life is very strange but atleast people know I'm different because of my disability. I believe this is something affecting everyone's emotional physical sexual well being and that ignorance of this topic is severely detrimental to our species as a whole.

I want to end by saying when you become aware of Kundalini blockages some very strange things may happen psychologically physically and emotionally so it might not be in your best interest to even worry about it. Idk. It saved my life but it depends on your situation I guess, there r days when I literally can't move for hours because my joints lock up or my spine gets so tight I can't even think.

If this makes any sense to you then we might have common ground here. If not then don't worry about it I suppose or maybe just think about what I'm saying and if you feel what I'm describing. I dabbled with psychedelics as a depressed teen and it blew my mind open way too fast and I think it changed the structure of my Kundalini. It might be a vestigal organ idk but I know it's real for me and it sometimes wraps around my heart and I actually almost died because of it also lost sexual function for months at times. Please try to take care of yourselves life is very strange and unforgiving but if you find a way to make time for your own needs you can better yourself in ways you'd never imagine.

that doesnt matter bro. you will do it when its the right time

im moving on to another country because im so depressed and i thought having another life would help me but im so mf scared

Emerald tablets
crystalinks.com/emerald.html

Kybalion
kybalion.org/kybalion.php?chapter=II

Upanishads

If you're seeking direction wisdom or motivation these texts will give you knowledge that is simply unrivaled by man to this very day. I can say undoubtedly these texts saved my life.

RIP juice we live in an insane and malicious world your only shield and armor is your mind

Haven’t felt this low in a long time
Worried

even the good things don’t bring happiness which is scary af
Is this just what life is going to be like from now

it doesnt matter at all. everyone is different

if something important is worrying/stressing/depressing you its normal that it "blocks" your happiness, dont feel weird about it

also im here u want to talk hfm