😔

At least giving hearts are cute

How do I go from okay to wanting to end it all overnight

FOR NO REASON

been on a roller coaster lately

confused if I'm becoming less anxious or if i'm disassociating

trying to create more friendships and I am breaking away from my usual personality and forcing more stuff instead of letting things come to me but I feel annoying

I've been really honest and transparent with people even if it might hurt them or me

I'm trying to find a new therapist and I'm not sure if I should go on antidepressants/anxiety meds

I don't feel like me if i'm on meds, I feel like me that someone else has sculpted to fit a norm

I just need to be comfortable within myself and come to acceptance with how I am and that people are different from me

here if anyone needs to talk. you're never alone. 💜

Love each & every one of you

Anxiety is pure hell

Noticed today after taking Cymbalta and going to school my mood seemed a bit higher and a bit more energetic and I felt less anxious and a little more outgoing and confident actually but still internally anxious so I guess that’s good so I got hope for this one

I truly love and care about all of you ❤️ even if I argue with you about some dumb s*** or something like that

my mind is just internal self-hatred, insecurity and anxiety which leads to depression on loop 24/7 and it’s pain

believe me, I’m aware of all my flaws and berate myself on them internally all the f***ing time

I know I’m a loser even if people don’t say it

I gotta tell my therapist a lot more in depth about myself because I just tell him about my emotions but not my true internal thoughts because I feel so ashamed about it

Maybe I need a new one

How you been 50?

today's been the worst day i've had in a while

yeah

sad to hear bro, glad you're with us on here

hello cats
hope u holdin out there

stay strong

Has anyone on here experienced negative side effects from psychotropics meds?

I personally began to experience seizures.

Can in get in op

i like the energy cymbalta gives me, even if it makes me feel jittery and kinda nervous but the nervousness should subside once i get more into the medication

i notice i feel more outgoing and confident on it and a bit less anxious which is cool

Fam, what things do you do to combat your negative thinking patterns. Affirmations, gratitude exercises, etc. You can work to reprogram your mind to be more positive.

If you can at all help it, try to overcome your hardships without being put on meds. I don't know your situation, but you sound like you are making strides.