i need to start working out again bc that always helps. especially being in the gym with your buddy. it really makes you happy.

Imagine having a crush on a girl for a year...
Imagine thinking all your problems will be solved by being in a relationship with her
Imagine her drunkenly telling you she needs me to be her boyfriend and that I am so attractive
And f***ing it up after a month in... and she's dating someone else already
F*** f*** this.
Feel lonely as f***

f*** man i feel bad
stay up homie

feel like absolute trash

Laying the groundwork for EMDR therapy with my guy

Luckily I've done somatic style therapy and am in touch with my feelings iy should go well

Drink and high af in my feelings tho

Y'all kno why if u see my thread

jus livin in my room

whose gonna actually care if i die

i dont care what you niggas say being in a relationship can help your depression

ive never been this suicidal ever and when i was in a relationship i didnt think of suicide once

if i started an eating disorder thread who would participate . it wouldnt be for help it would be promoting

I wish I could just not wake up tomorrow

thanks bro

gonna be hard as f*** next 6 weeks or so but imma try

i hate being mentally unwell

every single night my body begs my brain to go to sleep. i feel like i have to convince it
i just take more x**** but they dont make me proper fall asleep

Nothing can save me at this point.

I've known that feel before dawg, stay up

Listening to SAW Vol 2 makes me feel so peaceful and relaxed, thank you Aphex Twin

That time of year brehs. Seeing a lot of lost souls ITT and it’s helping me realize I’m not alone. That’s something you should all realize. You are not alone in any of this. I’ve been feeling pretty lost lately but I have faith I’ll be found. Use the music and let it take you somewhere less painful. Speak to the people you know care so much about you. We’re gonna be aight, I know it

really thinking its not worth it to keep trying

But if u cling onto it as a copeing mechanism it can feel really s***ty after a breakup.

holy s*** my sanity is f***ing deteriorating from sleep deprivation

Anxiety never goes away these thoughts never stop

There comes a day when you rectifyyy
who you areeee with who you want to be withhhh

And I can't make the two things co-existttt

olosing my grip again
spending another hr crying on this hard wooden floor again

Traffic wears me down like crazy. It takes an hour just to get home. I can just imagine it will be worse.

Tonight I'm going to try to take the steps to better my mental health.

The first step was deleting Reddit. Yeah I know the site sucks and is full of holier than thou white dipshits and it's toxic as f*** but it's addicting. If I could turn off the replies and not be able to look at them I would. I've noticed ever since I started using that site years ago it's done nothing but make me feel even worse,

Tomorrow I'm going to get out of the house and go for a walk, something small but I need to escape my mind. I feel mentally shot