I didn't ask to be born this is all bullshit f*** this whole life I hate it all absolutely hate it all f*** me just end it all please I can't do another f***ing day I just can't please

I have barely done anything productive in two weeks

Only thing I focus on is playing Animal Crossing

I need to stop running away

i really just napped and no one could wake me up off 1mg klonopin this s*** my demon

my tolerance is not low lmao

I didn't even think of rebound anxiety hitting me before starting college and orientation and s*** f*** this is gonna suck

If you seen what I seen you wouldnt sleep

I cant sleep

lockdown nearly over UK fam we're almost over the hill

I know the stones I've thrown
They come back twice as strong

I've given up on trying to get a new job. Well over 100 applications sent out and only 2 interviews (and they ended up selecting more qualified candidates).
My resume/cover letters are good, I've had them vetted multiple times and my qualifications are good. Just s*** luck I guess. I have about 6 weeks to figure something out or I'm f***ed. I'm stressed.

We find unhappy endings satisfying. Why

kill me

I'm fed up with meds

I'm going to tell my doctor that if she doesnt help me get off em nice and easy then I'm quitting cold turkey.

I'm bumping this song with my blinds shut, the AC on, high on benzos feeling the calm before the storm

''I got something that'll make you feel good.....''

nah, you're irreplaceable

I feel like I'm doing too much at once but at the same time I have to do something

Anxiety is killing me so bad

dam wtf even happened here

can't be as bad as anything that happened the past 6 months

holy s*** this year really been a ride for me

and this is where it begins

I have no hate for anyone I've ever met, even my father.

I kinda broke my taper s*** anxiety was too strong

Not high just needed something to calm me down... I am out of klonopin though

that kinda turned into a f*** I f***ed up

im gon ease the pain, thought I'd quit them xans