Why would I go see a therapist when I have smoking weed and listening to music in complete darkness.

to balance the light n darkness

You ever just look up at the night sky and worry that you might just start floating straight up into space?

I used to but nowadays I'm grounded. Instead of daydreaming bout floating I think bout how the only thing between me and the sky is the smoke I blow.....but even that disolves into thin air before it reaches its destination

a***ogy of my life tbh

s*** just comes outta nowhere

I'll get through it i always do

I cant understand why I have the option of being happy

I've always been a worthless piece of s***

there's so so so many more people in the world with nothing to call their own that deserve what I have plus 10x times that.

dont put any more stress on yourself, just one day at a time

As I said, survivor. You got this.

Sometimes I worry, sometimes I wish

twin peaking, highs and lows

If you're h****, let's do it, ride it, my pony
My saddle's waitin', come and jump on it

I wear my scars with pride.

like the ring on a pimp's finger

I'm going strong till my head gone

TILL MY HEAD GONE

IT AINT GON RAIN ALWAYS

I wish I could relapse on Oxys

anyone ever get a night where they cant sleep for no reason, could be if you toss and turn alot to or you just cant literally sleep?

It get cold in the summer when u all alone

i either cant sleep or cant stop sleeping

Nothing to look forward to

lets see what these 2 d**** do to each other

im so lost rn i havent done s*** in a week