Tried vaping for a bit, didn’t like it.
I think that helped turn me away from nicotine in the first place.

But i love the physical sensation of smoking more than anything about the process, so i stumbled upon the herbal cig route. It’s a damn shame this isn’t promoted more but it makes sense from a capitalism pov

Since then, the herbal route is all i need

But now i dont even do it that much at all

damn

I tried vapin too but after 30 minutes I was like f*** that where my cigs at

I dunno tho, if I kick it I wanna be cig free. I tried goin cold turkey and gave in after 16 hours

plus I'm an on and off addict so cigs are the only thing I got to take the edge off.

I could start drinking again or smoke nothing but weed but I feel like that would be worse for me (mentaly at least)

I feel you, cold turkey doesn't work for everyone, deff doesn't for me for a lot of things.

You gotta try different methods and see what works best for you. Also it’s your life so even quitting in general is your decision to make, when you’re ready and motivated proper, it may be easier.

I want to get into boxing cause I feel like it would take a lot of the tension away, help me get clean, give me discipline and a healthier way of life but I feel like smoking would hold me back so for now I follow different workout routines (mainly for strength and endurance), I do water fasts whenever I can and I'm also ocd bout calories.

I'm not delusional tho, I know a lot of inner work needs to be done but I just want to be a better and happier person just like most of us in this thread

Sleep used to be such a sweet escape but these days when I try to sleep I just wake up after every 2 or 3 hours. S***s mad annoying. I didnt even sleep last night. I've been awake since like 1am and its 4pm now

Same. It’s easy to feel like life is a race sometimes, but understanding that it isn’t and just making these improvements day by day to the beat of your own drum is the only way to do it. I lost so much time trying to rush and meet imaginary deadlines and external standards. Bullshit. Do it out of love for yourself. Even if that means indulging in the vices a lil. You only have one life.

Wish you luck on your journey brother

<3

I took some x**** this morning cause I wanted to not so much I needed to. Yeah I can see myself going down the addiction route again. I'll stop before college starts. I have to. I've stopped like 3 times at this point

It's so hard to not fall down the path that all people are evil with my past but i'm trying not to

if i cant make it off what i'm passionate about then whats the point

maybe i am too focused on validation from others

bro I’m depressed af

drowning in debt

quit my job because I can’t mentally handle living a double life anymore

running out of money

I’m so f***ed

I need a job tbh wish corona wasn't a thing

2020 cancelled

Facts

Worst year of my life so far

courage

we all die anyway why not just try reaching your full potential before dying

i wish we could all be friends

Why couldn't we?