I hate the feeling of nostalgia, just makes me depressed and makes me hate how I turned out.
cried myself to sleep 2 nights in a row lol... and i've been in a terrible mental state ever since this quarentine s*** began
I hate the feeling of nostalgia, just makes me depressed and makes me hate how I turned out.
I'm so bad with people. I thought I was getting better but I really just moved in the other direction
Just got measured at the doctor I’m officially 1.74m (5 feet 7)
it’s over
i know the struggle
Haven’t cut in a minute but every small inconvenience the temptation arises, I’m going to the lake with my family this weekend and everyone will see my scars which makes me so anxious
major assignment due in 5 days and i havent started
even thinking about starting it gets me anxious asf
Just got measured at the doctor I’m officially 1.74m (5 feet 7)
it’s over
5 7 aint bad tbf
is it normal to have thoughts of suicide everyday? like its not a sad thought most of the time.
Is it explicitly suicide? Or do you flirt with the idea of death itself or simply not existing. Because I do the latter.
I wish I had a different life. Just my same body but a different upbringing and situation.
I bet music makes u happy. This pain is hell but u have something to make u happy. I swear the only time I'm happy is when I get in my car and put my music on blast but that 30 minutes is heaven. I know u will find something that makes u happy
Today I haven’t even had the desire to listen to any music. Opened Apple Music and just nothing. That’s how I know I’m really down rn.