what's the point of waking up everyday if im just depressed every night

i barely eat one meal a day

chill out bro thats a permanent solution to a temporary problem. these feelings will pass soon but you need to keep pushing. you'll see the light eventually.

my bipolar disorder isn't temporary

I get mood swings where one moment I feel fly and great and the next moment I feel like a total piece of s***

maybe I'm both...I dunno.. I cant control how I feel

but what I can do is indulge in the few moments of feeling good like they're supposed to last forever and treat the moments of worthlessness like s*** and flush em out of my head

I cant and wont ever understand what life is like for you...all I can say is dont let the darkness define who you are.

You are a great person and I love you.(unconditionally)

I just wish I was never born

I'm not gonna be able to be sober

vile disgusting human I am no wonder I repel people

it's okay bro

just dont overdo it and get some rest when your body asks for it

King energy in this thread that just needs unlocking. You got this la familia.

pain

back to the land of the living

One of those days where my confidence level is non existent

How do you effectively move on from someone? It's been 2 years and somehow i miss her even more

So I’ve recently got off X**** again and I’ve found that X**** really breaks my mind down into a childlike form, emotionally, mentally, I black out because I always think drinking with it is good.... but since I’ve stopped, and stopped drinking and I’ve been more dialed into work and just getting finished with this s***ty job contract but have a good reference or maybe even a offer to stay on at a higher role within the company. It almost feels like this time around I’m dialed into something else that is giving me everything d**** and alcohol promised

Needless to say, hopefully this time I say sober. Well not sober but not taking certain d**** and drinking for dumb reasons.

Make peace with yourself and when the time comes you'll fall in love again

simple as that

that being said

a part of me died when I broke up with my ex

Couldn't find the strength to get out of bed this morning

I have a real problem just letting people get away with mistreating me and I know that's bad but it's hard sometimes to just forgive and let go.

I know progress isn't linear and mentally I'm way healthier than I was in 2013-2015 but it's still so hard to just do better when smiting my enemies is still in reach. But I know that won't do anything for me.

I don't feel like me today

I’ve suffered for the most of my 28 years I just wish to be happy & at peace now

i wanna blow my f***ing brains out

Feel incredibly down and sad man I don’t like when I feel like this it’s scares me