May 3, 2020·1 replyAll those kids got to live normal lives with their normal families while I got beat and bullied and had no friends and they're all successful while I'm a bipolar psychotic freak with nothing. No one respects me or sees me how I am they just see me as some psychopath
- May 3, 2020·2 replies
I hate people so much. They've done nothing but harm to me
May 3, 2020·1 replyCatsAll those kids got to live normal lives with their normal families while I got beat and bullied and had no friends and they're all successful while I'm a bipolar psychotic freak with nothing. No one respects me or sees me how I am they just see me as some psychopath
People are never as healthy as they come off
- May 3, 2020·1 replyBANNED
People are never as healthy as they come off
Still had it better than me
- May 3, 2020
I wish I could just buy a gun and end it but I have to rely on this unreliable hanging method
- May 3, 2020Cats
Still had it better than me
Not necessarily fam. People who are bullies or s***ty usually come from f***ed up households. They just aren't smart enough to realize where their emotional problems come from. Try to keep some perspective. It's awful dealing with pain but go easy on yourself cause you're the victim not the cause
- May 3, 2020·2 replies
Maybe I'll just go ahead and try today
May 3, 2020
cozeWhat I'm thinking is I probably won't let people know my backstory anymore. I'll just work hard to overcome my challenges and probably let them know about my past later. I don't expect them to empathize or sympathize.
It's better to just work on ourselves and find self-love because we weren't supposed to rely on others anyway.
That’s good man
All you have is yourself at the end anyways- May 3, 2020·1 replycoze
this is why i don't care about making friends as much anymore.
work on bettering yourself, healing yourself, and discovering self-love. we were never meant to rely on others for understanding anyway. one day, we'll be able to tell them we overcame.
that doesn’t mean you don’t have to have friends though
we human man were made for those type of social interactions and connections - May 3, 2020Cats
I hate people so much. They've done nothing but harm to me
I love you
- May 4, 2020Cats
Maybe I'll just go ahead and try today
please dont do it. its extremely dangerous if you do it wrong your life could end up even worse. just go to sleep please
- May 4, 2020
is sleeping too much to ask for
May 4, 2020I been through so much s*** is like i got ptsd now
- May 4, 2020Cats
I hate people so much. They've done nothing but harm to me
this upset me
- May 4, 2020
im tired.
May 4, 2020·1 replyYou deserve real love and I deserve to be by myself
sense 🍀May 4, 2020·1 replyslyTendenciesYou deserve real love and I deserve to be by myself
May 4, 2020·1 replyI’m so f***ing socially awkward I hate it. Idek how to have a conversation with people anymore
- May 4, 2020
Loneliness on top of that I just wanna leave
- May 4, 2020·1 reply
I have no worth
- May 5, 2020·1 replyimdoinf
I’m so f***ing socially awkward I hate it. Idek how to have a conversation with people anymore
this is me for real. keep working on yourself and things will fall into place.
May 5, 2020imdoinfI have no worth
Yes you do.
- Gojira 🦖May 5, 2020
really feeling it tonight, my patience is running so f***ing thin i can’t handle this anymore
- May 5, 2020coze
this is me for real. keep working on yourself and things will fall into place.
Idek how to work on myself tbh I feel too far gone
- May 5, 2020
One of the worst parts is when you've taken meds and your brain can't regulate,function normally without them.
Im trying to deal with it on my own without the therapists. I have been going slightly mad in the midst of this Quarantine. For the past month I have been Working overnight 12 hour shifts but company doesnt want to pay me.