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Be glad that it happened. Don’t be sad that it’s over. Keep ya head up and keep pushing

Not even an ounce of sleep 😪

psych meds and nightmares

overeating on meds gives me heartburn to the point of throwing up just to feel good

lowkey bulimia

My mom knows how I’ve been struggling lately with how my life has turned out and how I’m so disappointed in myself, and how I hate everything about what I’ve done etc etc. I got up for work this morning and it was already going s***ty within 5 minutes, so before she left for work she called me downstairs and just gave me a huge. She hasn’t given me a hug In years. Not gunna lie it made me feel better

Pain.

What are you taking?

anti-psychotics
bromazepam
anti-epileptics
lyrica
ritalin

I’m on Lamictal and Seroquel for sleep.
I’m hoping to find another sleep med tho. Or at least something to stop the f***ing muscle spasms Seroquel is causing

seroquel is wild

used to abuse it so much that I'd get delirious

I'm talking grams

I’m done fighting

I’m tired

Intrusive thoughts really are a pain in the arse

makes me feel like I’m crazy sometimes

I hate these bad depression episodes

Especially when I have to work. Everyone always notices that I’m not talkative or say hi to them. And I just feel uncomfortable being around people when I’m like this

I just wonna stay home

I feel you but every time I stay home I regret it and think about being active and vice versa

it's a vicious cycle of self-loathing tbh

Small smiles help alot

dam i just want to be put on some meds again

these depressive episodes are getting to me

i dont think joji's music is that great but damn its making me hurt rn