that wasn’t being rude either lmao

honestly now that i think about it the only reason i thought about cutting was because i wanted proof to myself that i was actually depressed and not just lazy if that makes sense. like i felt i needed to engage in some form of self harm for my feelings to be valid

lmao

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if you guys need any good feeling come to this thread i got y’all

other timelines have to be better than this s***

Tired of being every women's therapist when I'm their man

I felt this

nothing satisfies me

y’all ever been tired of just the pang and ebb of your being?

like just perpetual exhaustion of just existing, being, being being being being being being being

it’s a bore, a default mindstate 24/7 365 minimal variation unless stimulated, but when nothing does it for you anymore what the f*** is one to do?

instead of latuda im giving vraylar another chance even though it made me feel weird. I dont know I'd rather just not take medication but they wont let me do that

didn’t know depression naps were an actual thing

ive been taking them for three years man.

back in my bag being bedridden all morning and afternoon and eating once a day sleeping at 5am

jus cant like me back huh

I can save my own life and I’m never going to be alone as long as I have stars to wish on and people to still love

🤍

Any OCD folks in here? Get on Fluvoximine ASAP that s*** saved my life no exaggeration

Not used to medication actually working this well

I feel this, I watched all my friends work towards degrees while I dropped out and did d**** in my garage for two years, I feel like I’m a life lesson to them

Consistently challenge your anxiety by exposing yourself to people and if you’re not an introvert the anxiety should fade as you realize nothing terrible is gonna happen from interacting people. If your anxiety goes away but you just don’t enjoy it then you’re an introvert. Always thought I was an introvert until I challenged it and realized I need to be around people and isolating myself was not what I needed

I usually do it to ground myself in extreme states of anxiety or panic like to take myself out of my head

The fact I can't legally buy cigarettes anymore is DISTRESSING. This is the perfect time for some Newports and alt rock

Havent had this much anxiety for years corona epidemic really doing a number on my brain

I can’t stand being alive knowing how worthless I’ve become and how little I’ve accomplished knowing myself