Tonight ima f*** a thot jus to get u off my brain

Im trash

I want to die tbh

I don't rly know why but I keep thinking about suicide and I'm not even sad

At first it was like a joke but I feel like it's getting rly serious

a month and some change later YEAH

my eyes want to slough out of my skull

i think i hate my bpd more than depression or anxiety at this point

I want to die in a big encircling monsoon all alone and I think it's sad that that will never happen

This channel has a lot of great info.

I took a week off of work to take a much needed mini vacation. Went to my parents house for the weekend to spend some valuable time with my family then hit the road on Monday to visit a longtime friend a few states away.

We partied and did some fun s*** like you do on vacation, but we also had a very deep and personal conversation about our disatisfaction with life, mental heath and therapy, and the future that we want for ourselves.

I have a terrible image of myself and I constantly have to be reminded that my negative self-image is not a representation of reality. I may not totally believe it, but in reality I’m actually admired my peers and loved ones. I’m am so much better than I believe myself to be and the people that know me can see that when I can’t.

Now that I’m back home, I feel more motivated than ever to show the world how great I can be and take control over my depression and anxiety. I understand not everybody feels they have this support system around them, but I encourage all of you to reach out to your friends and family if they are people you can trust and be honest with. Believe it or not, there people that care about you as are willing to listen and if you don’t have those people around you seek help from a therapist. JUST TALK TO SOMEBODY. IT DOES HELP.

Working in the s***industry is woat. Kill me

dam

damn hope u okay man

My nigga I’m glad you said this. The kind is a powerful thing and your perception can easily be altered if you are going through a rough patch.

Been f***ing with you since ktt1 so I’m glad to hear your vacation did you justice

Are there any good reasons not to hurt myself?

I exist but I’m not living

"I'm not living, I'm just killing time"

I’m really alone rn not unhappy kind of middle of the pack .

like the depression that ur just endlessly scrolling thru social media for no reason . Idk if my drive is gone cuz I know I have more money coming in soon

took a hiatus can't deal with school rn it got too stressful and my x**** use has made me kinda apathetic towards everything so i can't function properly in school altho it killed my anxiety, gave me cognitive impairment instead

thanks for askin, how u doin bro?

anyone have any thoughts about Gabapentin? doc prescribed for anxiety but i havent taken it yet

im so jealous normal people/people that never once a day in their life have to deal with this s***