she hung up my FT call (i know because it literally rang one and half) and she left me on read im a masochist at this point

ill never put myself this far out again, i really wish i didn’t feel like this either

i hate that i like her

im willing to toss out all logic introversion and anxiety to seek interaction w her and it’s simply stomped out every time, and yet i keep doing it anyways

I just got stuck thinking in a loop about how ive not done anything meaningful in my life and if my mother is proud of me or not. I had a full blown panic attack from it and cant relax at all. I feel like s***.

yo guys, I just wanna die

god please, release me

Hope it will get better for you brother 🙏 i want to believe we all have our place in this world ...

You should just give up brother, forgetting her is the only way for you to get better at least thats what i think

you’re right but it’s so f***ing hard and idk why

Because you probably love her

I'm 14 I really don't fear death at all at the age of 12 I have to learn a new language my dad is f***ing crazy. He's so unaware of everything.

fooled twice shame on you

i do, but it don’t matter so what is one to do?

It's wild how I think about dying everyday.

How are some people so happy? Is living just easy to most people

I be thinking the same thing. Everybody has their highs and lows, but s***, there’s no way everybody is miserable everyday like this. I imagine most are people generally satisfied with life or just not thinking about it too much. I wish I had a brain like that.

I’m the fakest b**** I know. I slap on this smile everyday, I got the jokes set to rapid fire, and got the Fred Astaire moves ready in my back pocket. I hate that I’m never honest with anybody about how I’m really feeling and I hate that nobody thinks to ask.

I'm debating on whether or not to sit out this semester because I don't have the motivation to go to school anymore...

not depressed or anything but I’ve been pretty down since my ex cheated on me (we dated 4 years) about 2 ish months ago.
Haven’t talked in 2 months and I just been pretty f***ing down, still go to the gym keep in shape and go out once in a while but s*** sucks being single feels weird as f*** after being with the person you thought you loved everyday 24/7 basically. Work is basically the only distraction but when I’m home I don’t look forward to anything. Any suggestions?

I pray to god I don’t wake up tomorrow

Meet new people (tinder mb?) if you don’t meet anyone new you’re gonna dwell on her forever

Huh wake up bro

Your ex or is this a new woman

Depressed as f***

Im not good enough