had my first panic attack today

Idr wanna explain I just wanted to say it

im so f***ing sick of everyone

borderline personality disorder

i dumped my therapist today

not gonna try again for a while

I would rather be sleeping

Forever :

honestly sometimes i just feel like suicide isnt a terrible option
I have absolute s*** genetics and it just makes me depressed being surrounded by all my friends who are good looking then just me even after a year of trying to glow up
starting to lose hope

the word of the day is crippling depression

I am NOT OKAY, AT ALL

I need to go

i think im stuck in a never ending downward spiral

keep ya head up bro

cant remember the last time i ate more than once a day

im on 5 different meds now

everything’s gonna be alright king

anybody in here take prozac

I lost all my dreams but one...

dying

Yo this is bullshit now, I can see everything clearly what I have to do how to do it. Why can’t I f***ing man up and just do it why is it so hard? My bad habits have taken the wheel and I feel like I can’t escape them and I just keep making excuses, I have no self discipline

Gonna be 18 and I quit my job for no reason just so I can sit on my ass all day and not even do anything, my room is a mess my laundry is overflowing, I’m 18. How did this happen

I feel the exact same way dude and I’m in my 20s

I know making changes in my life would benefit me but for some reason I have such a strong motivating force in me to do nothing about it. I know from an outsider lookin in it seems easy to fix or just pathetic but being the one who deals with it , i just constantly feel like f*** everything .. I don’t wana try to make changes

Yeah it’s hard as f*** when you realize life is literally work 60% of the time sleep 20% and the other 20% take care of other s***, it’s really crazy

everything takes time

agreed