I think it’s being burnt out kinda pouring my heart into art just to work a 9-5 in a vapid animation studio. Which is great because I can get paid for practising drawing, and it’s temporary until I can go independent.

But I just hate the idea of making art for a soulless corporation whose scripts are probably literal USA propaganda and they’re owned by pedos.

I feel like I worked so hard to side step this kinda thing but it still trapped me, at least for a little bit. And it’s like I feel like I failed, but then it’s also temporary and I’m kinda failing upward.

And I know everyone in this situation to a degree and not everyone has a way out. But I don’t got it on me to do it like that, so I hope I got enough strength to have the mental runway to do it.

/endranr

so worth it

Spill lore Asap

im not home yet

I'm a better therapist than u

U just start talking about final fantasy 10 or something

U would make all ur patients kill themselves

lmao that’s cause schools are opening back up

No hes not hes in my bed

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Im not home and im posting itt

Weak excuse

He just rolled his eyes at this lol.

Every patient that kys after some FF10 talk deserved it tbh

If u can handle goat FF discourse get out this world

Eewww ur gross for the FF slander bacon p**** might have made some poinnts…

No

No

Damn fam

Just hold into the thought that at least u going indepedent at some point and its all just transitory

But I feel u goat

Astra has taken over my twitter

Kill yourself

It’s endless slop

Whats even the AI meta

Do u monthly subscribe to one till the competitor releases a new update and then u use that one and the cycle continues?

Whats this dude buffling about lmao

finally

@ryder @camille @Extraterrestrial

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@nort nort changed @ wth

Ty ty

There’s no real solution other than keep going and do as good of a job as a I can to make it as short and painless as possible.

And just gotta remind myself in the long term it’ll be worth it and I’ll be free someday. Which is extremely fortunate.

That’s life! Life is hard most of the time

i miss the ryder @... it was iconic

And I’ll enjoy having money and living in a new city for a few months I’m sure before it gets old lol