rvi 🦤May 25·1 reply
CutiePieHoleIm tempted to to get the facelift at age 35 instead of 45
ur fine just the way u are hun.
May 25CutiePieHoleIm tempted to to get the facelift at age 35 instead of 45
id multiply the same bagg
- May 25·2 replies
My injectionist said he thinks everyone should get a facelift at 45 because itss basically just reknewing ur face. Now that i thnk of it i tthnk maybe he is doing a long con
- May 25rvi
ur fine just the way u are hun.
- May 25rvi
do you think uve already made any sort of progress towards it? i think you might have even though u feel u lost progress...it sounds like you are more aware of things and treating it differently in ur mind than u probably did years ago and even if u "undid progress" maybe there were still some steps that you were able to take that could help prepare you to stop even if it ended up failing at the time. like i said off and on for a few months i was trying to quit and then relapsing harder than ever the next day on more addict s\*\*\* than ive ever felt before. but i think going through that helped to motivate me for what im trying to do now
im definitely more aware of its effects on me...i feel i study it more intently nowadays to really understand the perspective and mindset, a goonologist if u will. i remmeber u made a post about that animalistic mindset. im a feral hog. ive 100% made progress cuz i used to avg 8x/day and the mindset matched the energy it was a vile time
- May 25CutiePieHole
My injectionist said he thinks everyone should get a facelift at 45 because itss basically just reknewing ur face. Now that i thnk of it i tthnk maybe he is doing a long con
Definitely
- rvi 🦤May 25·1 replySpice Fridge
@rvi also like i be conflicted over whether its a content issue or a gooning issue or both|| i also realize it drives my imo biggest character flaw ||my lack of patience prolly derives from all the immediate gratification of always gooning
might be both tbh i guess its hard to tell and our situations can be different. i think its helpful to try to remember that ur addiction does not define you also and u might be too harsh on urself linking it so much to your flaws (if thats what you are saying)
- rvi 🦤May 25·1 replyCutiePieHole
My injectionist said he thinks everyone should get a facelift at 45 because itss basically just reknewing ur face. Now that i thnk of it i tthnk maybe he is doing a long con
injectionist?
- May 25rvi
might be both tbh i guess its hard to tell and our situations can be different. i think its helpful to try to remember that ur addiction does not define you also and u might be too harsh on urself linking it so much to your flaws (if thats what you are saying)
it do be adding up tho frfr
- May 25
i am way too harsh on myself too tho both things can be true
- May 25
i just always be attacking myself always that's always something ive tried to reel in
- May 25
over the years
- May 25·1 replyrvi
injectionist?
Yes i get botox in forhead every 3 months for migraines
- May 25·1 reply
im my own biggest opp #humantingz
- May 25·1 replyrvi
do you think uve already made any sort of progress towards it? i think you might have even though u feel u lost progress...it sounds like you are more aware of things and treating it differently in ur mind than u probably did years ago and even if u "undid progress" maybe there were still some steps that you were able to take that could help prepare you to stop even if it ended up failing at the time. like i said off and on for a few months i was trying to quit and then relapsing harder than ever the next day on more addict s\*\*\* than ive ever felt before. but i think going through that helped to motivate me for what im trying to do now
progress is nonlinear, maybe some steps hmmm, the steps i keep making it more inconvenient for me to goon basically
- rvi 🦤May 25·1 replySpice Fridge
im my own biggest opp #humantingz
- May 25rvi
im always tryna f\*\*\* me bruh
- rvi 🦤May 25·1 replySpice Fridge
progress is nonlinear, maybe some steps hmmm, the steps i keep making it more inconvenient for me to goon basically
yeah that sounds pretty good honestly. definitely helps to remove the habitual stuff around it so it comes to mind less
- May 25·1 replyrvi
yeah that sounds pretty good honestly. definitely helps to remove the habitual stuff around it so it comes to mind less
i could put a nsfw filter on on reddit just so id turn it back off all the time 💀💀💀
Stankie 🪑May 25·3 repliesThis page look like a damn cia document
- May 25Stankie
This page look like a damn cia document
we overcame our words
- rvi 🦤May 25·1 replySpice Fridge
i could put a nsfw filter on on reddit just so id turn it back off all the time 💀💀💀
same type of thing also with website blocker extensions. different devices, everything. i was a maniacal gooner
- May 25·1 replyStankie
This page look like a damn cia document
More blanks than the Epstein files! LOL. Ok thats enough i need to chill
- Stankie 🪑May 25CutiePieHole
More blanks than the Epstein files! LOL. Ok thats enough i need to chill
Call me alec baldwin the way i shoot blanks
- May 25