Tuneout 🎨May 20
Br00sesMaking music was a big one I could like lock in and focus just on making music for 5 hours
But drawing I have to try not to become distracted
Which doesn't make sense because I enjoy drawing more music just makes me mad
ya i find for drawing i have to get the ball rolling, but once im invested im invested.
i’ll be like ugh im not in the mood to draw today. then i start after like a half hour time melts away. sometimes I gotta force it for longer though before i begin to flow.
i think its healthy to do activity that you have to work for your dopamine though.
and i always feel so good after ive drawn something im content with.
May 20·2 repliesTuneoutok so i do feel something from the 7oh but its mild. I dont think I got ripped off this time, but obviously potency can fluctuate a lot.
definetly no super heroin and definetly not as strong as even codeine in how it feels. i dont really see why you would do this over regular kratom considering how much more it costs.
i dont think i have a very high tolerance, other than taking it like twice in the last week i havent done any kratom in well over a month. disappointing. in another hour ill up it again. i think this is just all hype
Just man up and do crack
- Tuneout 🎨May 20·1 replyTHEREALHNDRXXFREE
Just man up and do crack
ill do crack sometime for the novelty of it. i just dislike stimulants a lot cocaine makes me anxious
- May 20·1 replyTuneout
ill do crack sometime for the novelty of it. i just dislike stimulants a lot cocaine makes me anxious
Have u ever become "addicted " to one d***
May 20THEREALHNDRXXFREEJust man up and do crack
- Tuneout 🎨May 20·edited·2 repliesTHEREALHNDRXXFREE
Have u ever become "addicted " to one d***
yeah ive been dependant on opiods before!
i took a lot of codeine pretty recklessly when i was in my early 20s and stopped.
ive quit nicotine.
ive been perscribed medications that make you dependant like lyrica which ive stopped.
ive taken kratom long enough that i was dependant before. and it was very annoying to stop.never had any issue stopping anything though. if something begins to impact my quality of life I have no issue getting off of it and giving it a break.
sometimes the tapering takes awhile though and is disruptive. - Br00ses 🐇May 20·1 replyTuneout· edited
yeah ive been dependant on opiods before!
i took a lot of codeine pretty recklessly when i was in my early 20s and stopped.
ive quit nicotine.
ive been perscribed medications that make you dependant like lyrica which ive stopped.
ive taken kratom long enough that i was dependant before. and it was very annoying to stop.never had any issue stopping anything though. if something begins to impact my quality of life I have no issue getting off of it and giving it a break.
sometimes the tapering takes awhile though and is disruptive.When I was like 13-14 my doctor called me dependent on morphine and my mom got very offended
- Tuneout 🎨May 20·1 replyBr00ses
When I was like 13-14 my doctor called me dependent on morphine and my mom got very offended
i remember you telling me this before!
its normal if youre taking painkillers that are perscribed for longer than a month youre going to have some sort of dependency.i think theres a difference between a dependency and addiction though. even though theres a lot of overlap.
like you can be dependant on ssri but you wouldnt call that an addiction. its just part of it. and people cant have dépendance on weed but can def be addicted and ruin their quality of life ykwim
- Br00ses 🐇May 20·2 repliesTuneout i remember you telling me this before!
its normal if youre taking painkillers that are perscribed for longer than a month youre going to have some sort of dependency.i think theres a difference between a dependency and addiction though. even though theres a lot of overlap.
like you can be dependant on ssri but you wouldnt call that an addiction. its just part of it. and people cant have dépendance on weed but can def be addicted and ruin their quality of life ykwim
I feel like I was slightly addicted
I would take the pills unnecessarily very often, more often than not probably. I also would lie about the amount of pain i experienced to keep getting them
and like when they stopped prescribing painkillers to me i would go through other people's medicine cabinets when I was in their house lol
But it was like scummy teen addiction not serious addiction
- Tuneout 🎨May 20·1 replyBr00ses
I feel like I was slightly addicted
I would take the pills unnecessarily very often, more often than not probably. I also would lie about the amount of pain i experienced to keep getting them
and like when they stopped prescribing painkillers to me i would go through other people's medicine cabinets when I was in their house lol
But it was like scummy teen addiction not serious addiction
based nglhow long were you on them for?
- May 20·1 replyTuneout
yeah ive been dependant on opiods before!
i took a lot of codeine pretty recklessly when i was in my early 20s and stopped.
ive quit nicotine.
ive been perscribed medications that make you dependant like lyrica which ive stopped.
ive taken kratom long enough that i was dependant before. and it was very annoying to stop.never had any issue stopping anything though. if something begins to impact my quality of life I have no issue getting off of it and giving it a break.
sometimes the tapering takes awhile though and is disruptive.Goonout a soldier fr
- May 20Br00ses
I feel like I was slightly addicted
I would take the pills unnecessarily very often, more often than not probably. I also would lie about the amount of pain i experienced to keep getting them
and like when they stopped prescribing painkillers to me i would go through other people's medicine cabinets when I was in their house lol
But it was like scummy teen addiction not serious addiction
- Br00ses 🐇May 20·1 replyTuneout based ngl
how long were you on them for?
I couldn't tell you now tbh
but a decent chunk of time
This was like 13 years ago and they switched them around and stuff and I don't actively think about that portion of my life much
- Tuneout 🎨May 20·editedTHEREALHNDRXXFREE
Goonout a soldier fr
I also dont take things if the underlying issue that made me use it irresponsibly is still impacting me.
also im proud i was able to quit nicotine ngl i was in so deep lol
- Tuneout 🎨May 20·1 replyBr00ses
I couldn't tell you now tbh
but a decent chunk of time
This was like 13 years ago and they switched them around and stuff and I don't actively think about that portion of my life much
do u mind me asking why they were perscribed to you?
its ok if u dont wanna share!
im just curious - Br00ses 🐇May 20·1 replyTuneout
do u mind me asking why they were perscribed to you?
its ok if u dont wanna share!
im just curiousUlcerative colitis !
- Tuneout 🎨May 20·1 replyBr00ses
Ulcerative colitis !
holy f*** that is brutal
do you still have issues with it? i know its chronic.
bowel issues like that are so awful man. my ex and cousin have crohns and its substantially impacted their quality of life its a sin.
very thankful i dont have any issues like that - Br00ses 🐇May 20·1 replyTuneout
holy f*** that is brutal
do you still have issues with it? i know its chronic.
bowel issues like that are so awful man. my ex and cousin have crohns and its substantially impacted their quality of life its a sin.
very thankful i dont have any issues like thatI have a sensitive stomach but it's in remission
Sometimes it's a bit worse but I just have to eat very careful for a couple days and it's fine
May 20·1 replyI get so sad with nosalgia! Looking back in my photo gallery at images from even 3 years ago , damn! We never can rewind time but we can fast forward it by entering a coms
- Tuneout 🎨May 20·1 reply
@Hndrxx_Free im really proud i quit the nicotine tbh. i quit like 4 years ago.
with the other stuff you can jsut taper slowly and have minimal discomfort. just gotta have the constitution to stay with the taper.
if it gets bad just dont taper as quick or with as big jumps.but nicotine there arent small jumps like that. like going from tobacco, to 5mg vape, to 1.5mg vape, to 4mg gum to 2mg gum. these are HUGE leaps. there is no way to taper it slower.
and opioids its like ok i dont wanna be intoxicated at work or at school or while im drawing. theres a clear motivation. but nicotine is like, there isnt really. it didnt negatively impact me productivity wise, which made it a lot harder to stick with
- Tuneout 🎨May 20·1 replyBr00ses
I have a sensitive stomach but it's in remission
Sometimes it's a bit worse but I just have to eat very careful for a couple days and it's fine
thats awesome to hear. good for you bruises.
the foods (and alcohol) that agitate it is stuff you probably shouldnt eat anyway.
if you dont take care of it like youre doing it can be pretty gnarly
- Tuneout 🎨May 20·1 replyCutiePieHole
I get so sad with nosalgia! Looking back in my photo gallery at images from even 3 years ago , damn! We never can rewind time but we can fast forward it by entering a coms
yeah nostalgia cna be heartbreaking.
time is moving so fast man i find it hard to belive. - Br00ses 🐇May 20·1 replyTuneout
thats awesome to hear. good for you bruises.
the foods (and alcohol) that agitate it is stuff you probably shouldnt eat anyway.
if you dont take care of it like youre doing it can be pretty gnarly
It can be awful
I was very very underweight as a teenager and always anemic
At one point I was so weak and stuck in a hospital bed for so long I could barely walk
- Tuneout 🎨May 20·1 replyBr00ses
It can be awful
I was very very underweight as a teenager and always anemic
At one point I was so weak and stuck in a hospital bed for so long I could barely walk
i have no doubt it can be awful.
my cousin has crohns and its so severe he had some rare reaction where the sores broke out from his bowels onto his legs.
Hes on chemotherapy d**** to suppress his immune system, is so sick he hasnt worked in like over a year. he basiclaly our age
im very happy youre a healthier weight and no anemic anymore. thats a hard thing to overcome
- May 20·1 replyTuneout
yeah nostalgia cna be heartbreaking.
time is moving so fast man i find it hard to belive.o well cant do nothing about it