I am not on any medicine
i was like u when i was getting high.. i was so numb i couldn’t cry about s***
but now that i’m sober & lost my mom i be feeling every little emotion imaginable.. u could tell me u hate me & i’m liable 2 break down lol
mood for tonight
A Ravel fan?
i was like u when i was getting high.. i was so numb i couldn’t cry about s***
but now that i’m sober & lost my mom i be feeling every little emotion imaginable.. u could tell me u hate me & i’m liable 2 break down lol
I hate you
mood for tonight
oh we getting str8 2 the feels 2nite
I wasn’t gonna share this but my dog was old af and going downhill fast and my parents were out of town
I had to bring my dog to the vet asap at some point so I called my grandma she came over and I went to pick him up to take him to the car and I didn’t support his head. As I picked him up he yelped and I think he passed right there in my arms
It was such a strange experience man I was crying the whole time
😞
I'm so sorry for your loss. I know that pain as well. You try to be strong and keep it together for your baby but once it happens it's almost impossible to keep it together. I was crying in the parking lot of the animal hospital for 15 mins.
A Ravel fan?
no way
Ravel and Debussy are my 2 most studied and performed composers
couldn't imagine my life without them
I spoilered it 🥺
Just been thinking about it a little bit lately
He died in your arms, probably how he’d want to go. It was just his time.
Do you ever feel depressed?
u had 2 learn the dsm5 i’m assuming lol
Almost constantly
Why no antidepressants? They make a world of a difference.
no way
Ravel and Debussy are my 2 most studied and performed composers
couldn't imagine my life without them
Both my favorite composers
Their music is like floating thru space
Why no antidepressants? They make a world of a difference.
I don't have health insurance or money
And I really just haven't looked into it
He died in your arms, probably how he’d want to go. It was just his time.
Tbh 🥺 that’s kinda the bright side of it
Both my favorite composers
Their music is like floating thru space
Mirroirs 
Debussy's first prelude book 
Children's Corner 
Sonatine
I don't have health insurance or money
And I really just haven't looked into it
Free healthcare is so important.
Is this why you smoke weed? Do you drink?