hublots

6y

my childhood best friend killed himself last month and i don’t think i’ve began grieving i’ve just been mindfucked trying to keep it together

i haven’t even talked to anyone about it all

MJD

6y

Quora is hilarious

Chief Julio

6y

Piece of s*** posting some clown ass lyrics knowing damn well what we speaking on rn, fucc em

First Take

6y

Me bro? My bad I just got on to s*** post not tryna ruin the mood I wasn’t reading the thread

First Take

6y

Me bro? My bad I just got on to s*** post not tryna ruin the mood I wasn’t reading the thread

The Man

6y

I’m sure this will workout tho, I just can’t make poor decisions. The last 5 years of my life have been a roller coaster.

In Jan 2015 I was working part time at lazboy in Wisconsin as a college dropout with very little money or prospects while defaulting on student loans for a degree I didn’t even earn. Then a month later my mom gets diagnosed with thyroid cancer and spends the next 7 mths in the hospital b4 dying in sept. After that I was pretty depressed and spending weeks alone in my childhood home with nobody but a cat.

Then we had to clean out my childhood home that went to s*** to sell it, which we did in March of 2016. In January 2016 I was promoted to full time at lazboy in Illinois and moved down there knowing nobody and did very well. From Jan-march I still lived in Wisconsin and drove 1.5 hrs to work and back everyday. Finally sold the house in March, got some money and found an apt. Lived my best life in 2016-2017 partying in Chicago a lot and going on bad dates. In nov 2017 I was promoted again two months after meeting shirley. After meeting her my life has calmed down a lot culmanating with buying a condo in Chicago and getting engaged. Two things that if you told me 5 years ago I would have never believed you at all. So that’s why I put my life in two fazes:

BS: before shirley
AS: after shirley

These two months are literally the only I guess negative things that have happened since I met her. But during these few months there has been a drain back up in our condo cuz of a clogged main drain line in the building, Vicky and just recently a branch fell on Shirleys car while on our camping trip. So I’m hoping the wedding calms things down a bit.

#lifeofdan
#latenightventing

Rigardo Pepi

6y

damm my parents are kinda mad at me over some bullshit last couple weeks im gonna talk it out with them tommorow after reading this

Chief Julio

6y

Smh I'm so sorry to hear that bro. Grief process is different for everyone so we ain't gonna say you're doing it right or wrong or whatever, but at least in my experience I wouldn't want something that heavy bottled in.

0

6y

you need to find a common friend and talk about the good times too. keep his spirit alive. i'm sorry he faced something like that, mental illness is an inescapable hell for some. it's f***ed up how many young people we are losing

hublots

6y

yeah bro i agree i’ve just repressed it entirely cause i know if i let myself wallow in it i’ll fall into depression

also my irl friends haven’t really checked up on me and it’s hard to hit someone up to talk about to something like this

hublots

6y

the only person i’ve really talked to is this girl he had dated in high school that he was texting his last few days so she had a good understanding of what was going on. and she knew a side of him that he would go out of his way to hide from the bros unfortunately

he was just one of those people that was always super nice to everyone and went out of his way for
people and it was never reciprocated you know, his heart was too gentle for this world

and i’m 99% sure it was a mistake, he was on a lot of d**** and hung himself but let himself die slowly idk why

First Take

6y

I get it custom, u a customer, u ain’t custom to goin through customs you ain’t been nowhere hah

Boozer

6y

I really get f***ed up thinking About People passing from cancer because it’s such an excruciating and horrible way to live for all those months (or more) with just the hope it’ll fix at some point and you get to feel ok again and imagining It never coming and those being your last months just destroys me. I’m very thankful.