That’s more like it

My brain feels like a goddamn crack fiend rn

My chest feels hollow... like I’m struggling to breathe still

F*** everything

Man I hate sleeping early cause I always wakeup too early

Aye you need a hug bro ?

I need peace, happiness, and comfort. Three things I believe I will never ever achieve.

Everyone says life gets better eventually but goddamnit I’m sick and tired of waiting

You got this you been in worse spots

Overall? Sure. Mentally I’m crawling on bedrock

I want to push everyone out of my life again...

My brain keeps telling me that no one really cares about me and that everyone would be better off if I vanished as though I was never there

Welcome back horrible thoughts

Getting off here before I vent like a mad man and look insane. Might play Pokémon

Play me in smash

I don’t have it

or do you not think so far ahead?

because ive been thinking bout forever

gotta ground yourself with someone man, that’s the only way to kick that s*** out. i feel you though, don’t do yourself like this man.

Honestly the majority of my anxiety issues came from 2014. What a daunting year. Best friend ghosted me once her boyfriend got upset at how close we were and I never recovered. Never had closure or nothing. Ate at me for years. I don’t ever want to let anyone in that close again. It’s begging to get bitten. That Christmas was hell. I laid in bed for a solis two weeks spending the majority of my day crying my eyes out thinking every single possible reason for how and why I got treated in the worst way imaginable. She tried to be nice like a year later but that big ass whole was never stitched up. So sad

First time I’ve ever told anyone that hmm

Heartless was played on repeat for a solid month after that

Who knew 808s and destiny went so well together