Such a s*** feeling

I've been chewing my lips a lot lately due to anxiety.

sorry for unloading in here last night guys i had alot on my mental you guys are great support.

Never be sorry

thanks brother I love the vibe in here with everyone trying to help each other i wish society was like

Feel like taking a f***ing nap f*** this

mad lost but i’m just starting to get in my bag

i dont wanna be sober tonight

I’m not gonna make commitments to not talk about her or mention the difficulties I’ve been dealing with. S***’s f***ed man, and frankly some days and even weeks it’s easy

But some days like today are just f***ing tough man. Emotions suck man, I miss being able to talk to someone that I feel like really truly was down for me. I’d give anything for that closeness again.. I’ve never had it before or since..

I hope one day I can find someone to replace it. I’m so tired of this constant pain. I can’t f***ing manage it man, it is brutal.

Lol the one person I get super close to is incapable of reciprocating the same feelings, ofc it happens to me

Oh this is literally simping. I’m a literal simp

Omg how did I just now realize this

Sorry I’ve been gone man. Family tragedies and spur of the moment trips to distract us from all the bad stuff has been keeping me busy.

Seriously talking, brainstorm some ideas and let’s talk serious the first week of February.

I still would like to do weekly chats and stuff for like and hour and stuff.

Have you worked on anything recently?

Deleted all my social media for good,twitter is a cesspool

I think I give up on women until I cop the Lamborghini. I will be fine with a gold digger.

#1, there will be no trust issues. I know exactly why she’s here, and as long as the money keeps coming (it always will) then she’ll be there.

#2, I don’t have to open up or expect much from her. She’ll be cordial I imagine and it’ll be easy.

#3, can probably start a family atleast. Won’t die alone. Those are nice things

I honestly don’t see a downside. I can protect myself while also fulfilling my goals, and there won’t be any issues in terms of expectations

KTT is the only one you need

sorry to hear about that man i send my condolences to you.

i set up a discord but haven't invited anyone yet until we get everything sorted.

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Everything is here in my new home

This medication I’m on might be the one for me. First time today I’m not feeling anxious in a long while

.. I don't know where to even begin. Im on a camping trip at the moment, which is nice. But f***, I feel so damn lonely. I wish I was with someone. It's been so damn long, I don't know what to do. I'm trying so hard not to cry sitting at the beach.. I know I repeat myself here, but I got to say it.

Where abouts did you guys go?

don't apologies g this is our safe space no cap

it's just love in here

my past make me hella depressed

Kinda feeling like if you AREN’T depressed right now there’s something wrong with you