Started therapy the other day and that s*** is fire, I felt so much better like minutes into it

fruit when u smacked>>>>>>>>>

i was killingggg these blood oranges the other day

why does numbing music about s***drugs and violence feel so good

f***ing hate bipolarity

ffs

sad as s*** rn

i’m tired man

Today been one of those days

Cutting off more friends. I'm gonna go through this next stretch alone

I cant trust anyone aside from family. if I live alone it is what it is. I have no interest in connecting with anyone im done.

if you love me so much then whyd you let me gooooo

need nicotine again just this once

New year same sadness

if you have goals in this life get at them no matter what!!!!!!

peace

my dog had to get euthanized today f*** this s***

i'm sorry to hear about that man i send my condolences. RIP

i need to be in this thread more to help y'all

I genuinely don’t know how to process March-December of last year.

I go one day acting like nothing happened, I started this crypto journey and life has been awesome since.

Then I go another day and memories creep back in along with feelings, particularly when I stay up like I used to do so that I could talk.

Nobody knows but my oldest sister, but it’s too embarrassing to bring up imo. Cant imagine sharing with anyone else irl, they’d just call me pathetic and laugh. Doesn’t make the feelings any less real :/

My self esteem is f***ed

Sitting on a computer every day has me so detached from reality and it makes me feel so sad. I have covid man.

It's cold as f*** outside and I don't even notice. I can't even look forward to the spring.

First mental breakdown of 2021