This f***s with my head too. I don’t trust anyone to answer it for me though. I don’t have any answers but I feel you.

Mental health is so spooky. It’s weird. I’m a dude and working from home has been tough, been struggling with bulimia the past two months and it’s getting harder and harder to hide from my wife. I still eat enough to where I’m fat and not losing weight but anything I eat over my daily caloric limit I force myself to throw up and don’t know how to stop

yeah he came in here a few times to vent his frustration over this site and the stress it caused him. He said a few times he was done and not coming back and he did, so who knows maybe he will return.

Thanos if your reading this I hope your feeling better fam!

searching for inspiration takes time man. I found myself in that spot 2-3 times, gotta keep grinding and it will find you in time!

it's crazy how i been bullied in the past and now i'm replicating that behaviour to those closest to me. it's true that bullies were once bullied themselves and they are repeating the pattern of abuse onto others to deal with their anger and frustration.

i can't believe i'm capable of being like this i know it's wrong i need to check myself before i wreck myself.

I always ruin everything. No wonder im so unwanted by everybody

Please let me die. Praying a horrible accident happens to me. I don’t have the guts to kill myself

I was up an hour ago. Why am I so down rn

Just feel so inadequate

What happened

I'm trying to understand bulimia. So do you feel like something's wrong with your body if you don't force yourself to purge after eating ?

I'm going to see a doctor tomorrow about my mental health, this isn't the first time.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I know something isn't right..
Maybe I'm bipolar, maybe it's adhd, maybe it's something else I haven't obsessively researched over the last few hours..
I get these grandiose notions - fleeting inspiration, my own true purpose.
Then I see nothing but deep unhappiness and dissatisfaction in my life..
I'm failing college because of this..

i think i have to let my therapist go

ive been thinking this for months

sad to see her go

I hate being fat but can’t stop binge eating and feel like if I eat too much I should either hurt myself as punishment or just get rid of the food I didn’t need

therapy expensive?

i'm garbage human-being who deserves to rot away with a terminal illness.

i can't wait until i die..i really can't

whenever you open up to someone and they dismiss or reject their emotions that's recognised as emotional neglect and neglect is abuse.

it's crazy how it took me a quarter of a century to realise this.

Holidays

Gonna call today to get a therapist set up for me. About time Im doing this goddamn. Anyone here have tips? Do I write down what I wanna say or just let the conversations flow?

up to you it's a one to one conversation and the therapist is pretty open to how you want to conduct the meeting. i think preparing stuff wouldn't be a bad idea if you ever feel stuck at one point, but it's usually pretty chill.

need to stop fighting with my pop it ain't healthy

I think I've had depression for a long time and need to do something about it..

me and my dad really aint talked in almost 2 years man its a shame. my dad was/is just a bad dude at heart and me and him used to argue alot, but now we just keep our distance.

what you been feeling fam?