I love what cutting off bad habits and seriously toxic relationships has done for me these past few months, but it gets really lonely once I feel like killing time. So little I can do by myself besides watching stuff, reading manga, and making art and music. Videogames just bore me now, unless I'm playing with my closest friends. It's interesting how giving up certain social media habits shows you the reality of things, I hate how much we can get caught up on this stuff. I don't want to come back to friend groups of my past for good reasons, but I gotta do something about my loneliness sometime soon. I've been browsing ktt more & getting into new interests to fulfill this boredom at least. I'm still happy with this lifestyle since my mind is more positive than negative throughout the day and I'm at a serious turning point in my life. The fact that I'm almost an adult and I've figured who I am and what I want to do gives me a lot of hope for the future. I'm glad I made the most out of what 2020 was because I could have handled things worse.
the intrusive thoughts be hittin again
i’m tired of this s*** man
been doing the same s*** for months and i got these on top to deal with
i hate being an anxious overthinker
I love what cutting off bad habits and seriously toxic relationships has done for me these past few months, but it gets really lonely once I feel like killing time. So little I can do by myself besides watching stuff, reading manga, and making art and music. Videogames just bore me now, unless I'm playing with my closest friends. It's interesting how giving up certain social media habits shows you the reality of things, I hate how much we can get caught up on this stuff. I don't want to come back to friend groups of my past for good reasons, but I gotta do something about my loneliness sometime soon. I've been browsing ktt more & getting into new interests to fulfill this boredom at least. I'm still happy with this lifestyle since my mind is more positive than negative throughout the day and I'm at a serious turning point in my life. The fact that I'm almost an adult and I've figured who I am and what I want to do gives me a lot of hope for the future. I'm glad I made the most out of what 2020 was because I could have handled things worse.
learn coding bro, im finna get into it myself, v important to todays tech and it can def teach a lot about world view (like personally i fell like everything has had some sort of coding done to exist), plus mfs could make a lot of money off of it
learn coding bro, im finna get into it myself, v important to todays tech and it can def teach a lot about world view (like personally i fell like everything has had some sort of coding done to exist), plus mfs could make a lot of money off of it
my brother's actually into that as his main hobby, i've always had vague interest in it but it's something i sat on for a good time. there's so many things I learned myself using what i had at home, but I usually get into things from being passionate about something related to it. maybe if i'm ever deeply invested in making my own site or even small scale videogame I'd go for it.
my brother's actually into that as his main hobby, i've always had vague interest in it but it's something i sat on for a good time. there's so many things I learned myself using what i had at home, but I usually get into things from being passionate about something related to it. maybe if i'm ever deeply invested in making my own site or even small scale videogame I'd go for it.
yeah i been looking back at because the internet era bino and it’s making me wanna get into it
Wanna disappear without a trace. I watch alot of unsolved mysteries and as twisted as it sounds and as insensitive as it is to the people's families and to the missing person,I wish I was the one gone.
Kinda suicidal tbh hella visions but never thought of doing it never will, I think it’s just a perc or depression Lmaooo
I’m not peachy
This winter hitting hard man
I've had it with the internet, constant cesspool of negativity
it's bad enough reading other people engage in it but then I come here and it's way worse having s*** directed at you
people will say whatever f***ed up s*** they want to you and don't give a f***, they aren't your friends or your family, they do not give a f*** about you or your well being
yet my dumbass gets bored and continuously comes back here only to get in more arguments
the like button is an enabler and needs to be done away with
I'm done with this site for good after today, don't need this toxicity in my life from anonymous people across the world
Rip thanosye
I thought I was built different but I’m starting to miss random human interaction in public settings
Life dosent feel real sometimes
We care, relying on others for your own happiness isn’t healthy. I’m one of those people who is hurt so much by the lack of effort put in by others, but this year I’ve learned to look to myself for my own happiness. You’ll be good, learn what makes you happy I’m sure you enjoy doing some things on your own.
Im useless