Down bad. Reality slap.

i got this exam in 3 weeks and if i dont pass it, i wont be able to redo for another year. if that happens, im checking out..

its so hard to do any type of study when i have this crippling loneliness. its so frustrating i dont know how of if i can fix this..

I feel you. I'm so frustrated with my lack of progress, it feels like my life is going nowhere

6 months till i move to a new city to start fresh..... fkn just wish i could go now

Think I suffer from a mild paranoia schizophrenia

I know how you feel man

Dont plan on going back to this back breaking job getting paid the least amount possible .

every time i do schoolwork i feel like my entire brain and body falls apart

doing courses for SQL, SAS, Python and R at the same time

it's thanksgiving in canada i spent my ENTIRE day working on SQL

On 110% rn

Just letting life happen at this speed. Will let you know how it goes

I’m struggling more than usual

Not sure if I can do this much longer

Self sabotage, loathing, toxicity, self harm, gliding through life with my eyes closed
I just need a break like just stop existence for me please
Wish I could just be asleep all the time

Wish I didn’t like this site as much as I do cause I got mad anxieties and loathing issues that get triggered easy by interactions on here. I mean deep down I know s*** isn’t serious but I’m way too f***ing sensitive

Since I’ve started living on my own and in a new place I haven’t been able to overcome social anxieties but communicating online has been helping me more than ever so it ain’t all that bad. Wish I was just normal though

its def tough to deal w anxiety like that.

its also def good to take a break and do something else you like if you're ever feeling like that

take care

Really appreciate the words homie, def something I needed right now.

And yeah I need to take some time off this site and other s*** cause I’m feeling overwhelmed and burnt out by a lot of things in my life already. Just hope the day I get my mind right with handling negativity comes soon. Take care!