worst ive felt in so long f***

end of summer always f***s me up, usually school helps me get my s*** together but I’m just working rn feel like a drone

starting to feel like my "pain", and all the experiences that led to and shaped the behavior that arose as a symptom of it, alienated me from "myself", and from doing what was best for me?

Same bro this is my first full time job and it just feels so not worth it
Like im making so much money but what can I even do with it even if I get some nice things I only have the weekends to use them
I could get a job with less hours but either way my future will end up full-time hours and it's like what is even the point of life if I have nothing at all to look forward too
Like I really have nothing at all

I wish I went through with it tbh
I'd be better off not being here I think
But still ill let time take me till my fate arrives I guess

invest everything so u dont have to work anymore

boredom has been terrible lately i never spend my free time doing stuff i enjoy im just exhausted

we value you b ❣

Struggling with living in the moment.

Every day is a battle with the self

"on edge"

I had to quit my full time situation because of this, I just couldn't justify it.

I'm just lucky enough to be in a position where I can do that

I hate everything s***s trash

There is legit only one way out of this mess I got myself in I’m sooooooo f***ed

You ok?

Aye I got a new job. Met some baddie at a music festival too and she’s from my area too trip out, god is good

Happy for you bro fr

Thank you broder now I just gotta hold it down and exercise my patience

you got this don't sweat it

I hope you keep the job for a while..

Feel like I’m having an episode smh

I’m so f***ing tired of crippling loneliness, I’m tired of crying behind closed doors

It’s all so hopeless

i'm exhausted

lol for reals