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  • Jul 16, 2021
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    Soo Diff

    I did the same after COVID but I’m paying for it right now I’m weaker than ever I get tired fast I wasn’t eating good sleeping good and I was very self destructive. I need a job I had just got one but I’m about to get fired for getting into it with some b**** ass kid. But I need the structure so I can go to sleep early and have something to do, if not I just wild out and self destruct

    Did y'all scrap or sum lol

  • Jul 16, 2021
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    Soo Diff

    I did the same after COVID but I’m paying for it right now I’m weaker than ever I get tired fast I wasn’t eating good sleeping good and I was very self destructive. I need a job I had just got one but I’m about to get fired for getting into it with some b**** ass kid. But I need the structure so I can go to sleep early and have something to do, if not I just wild out and self destruct

    That's how I been feeling lately tbh
    I noticed I feel the best when im at work cus it kind of forces me to have energy.
    It sucks though cus I've been barely getting any hours
    I was getting like 24-30 now I be on the schedule for like 14 hours and I'm like
    It's 7 am rn my sleep schedule hasn't been this messed up in a while but since my work week is so erratic its super hard to even have a schedule

  • Jul 16, 2021
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    CRACKASTEPPAVEGAN

    Did y'all scrap or sum lol

    Nah not even he was just trying to talk down to me and I shut that s*** down real quick and he ended up leaving, but the next day when came back he said he felt threatened by me lmfao trying to hoe me out and then flipped the whole script. I would’ve beat his ass if he wanted to take it there but obvs he didn’t. They suspended me but I know what’s the deal they suspend people before they fire them.

  • Jul 16, 2021
    imdoinf

    That's how I been feeling lately tbh
    I noticed I feel the best when im at work cus it kind of forces me to have energy.
    It sucks though cus I've been barely getting any hours
    I was getting like 24-30 now I be on the schedule for like 14 hours and I'm like
    It's 7 am rn my sleep schedule hasn't been this messed up in a while but since my work week is so erratic its super hard to even have a schedule

    You should quit those hours aren’t even worth it put that time into finding another job or working on a project of your own, that’s what I’m about to do.

  • Soo Diff

    Nah not even he was just trying to talk down to me and I shut that s*** down real quick and he ended up leaving, but the next day when came back he said he felt threatened by me lmfao trying to hoe me out and then flipped the whole script. I would’ve beat his ass if he wanted to take it there but obvs he didn’t. They suspended me but I know what’s the deal they suspend people before they fire them.

    He flipped
    Some hoe s***

  • Jul 16, 2021
    Champion Holle

    Got that butterflies feeling in my stomach for the first time in a longtime about someone..

    Idk why it never even registered until now, but I was driving home and thought of this girl and got hit with a strong desire to be around her.

    We make eachother laugh all the time and I enjoyed spending time with her when we used to.. She was with somebody but that’s done now. And we’ve been talking more. She’s beautiful and even tho we aren’t super similar we get along. This has lit a spark in me again to try.

    I can’t remember the last time I felt like I needed more time with a specific person. So, looks like I’m gonna try and open up one more time. I hope I’m not reading s*** wrong again

    me too and we both like each other but this has been going on for a year without progress and shes got things going on to sort her life and dont think it will ever happen..

  • Jul 16, 2021

    I feel so depressed. I don’t want to feel this way. I’m so f***ing shy.

  • Jul 17, 2021

    been going through some f***in crazy panic attacks lately and can’t sleep. got like 9 total hours the past three nights

    said f*** it and tonight i took a klonopin

    im prescribed them but i haven’t taken one in a year and a half

    definitely feeling more relaxed, although still feel slight panic attack symptoms. hopefully i can get some peace tonight

  • Jul 17, 2021
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    Something needs to change. I can't take it here. I'm nearly 24 and I'm in almost the same situation I was at 18

  • Jul 17, 2021

    I can barely get out of bed this past week

  • Jul 17, 2021

    4 months of unfathomable pain. Finally broke down today. Burst down in tears, sobbing over the f***ing floor Doctors either not knowing anything and pointing me to the next one, or just throwing s*** at the wall that unfortunately does not seem to stick. I've got to be either dead or cured by the end of the year, nothing inbetween. Every day gets tougher than the one before. Feeling like my man SISYPHUS, although I don't know how his tale ends. He still pushing that damn boulder?

  • Jul 17, 2021
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    Homme

    I’m on day 8 of lexapro, been on .5G just started today with 10mg

    I’ve never felt so tired throughout the day, when I get home from work all I do is lay down and sleep

    I’m hoping this is a temporary side effect, also still been very depressed and just feel foggy

    Anyone have similar experience ?? Should I be taking it at night instead ? I take it every morning rn

    nah it goes away within 2-3 weeks

  • Jul 18, 2021

    being awake is torture so many thoughts and i cant keep them quiet

  • Jul 19, 2021

    Hate letting personal blows get to my head
    I was just in high spirits
    This time I’m letting people know they upset me because otherwise I’ll just sit on it forever while they have no idea how they impacted me

  • Jul 19, 2021

    I’m so f***ing broken

  • Jul 19, 2021

    Pain

  • Jul 19, 2021

    Idk why this past week has been harder on me

  • Jul 19, 2021
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    I wish suicide wasn't so scary

  • Jul 19, 2021
    Scwobus

    Something needs to change. I can't take it here. I'm nearly 24 and I'm in almost the same situation I was at 18

  • Jul 19, 2021
    imdoinf

    I wish suicide wasn't so scary

  • Jul 19, 2021
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    Whats the best pills to take if considering checking out on life? Would a quick OD on Tylenol and Advil plus a sleeping pill or two work?

  • Jul 19, 2021
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    King Jerm

    Whats the best pills to take if considering checking out on life? Would a quick OD on Tylenol and Advil plus a sleeping pill or two work?

    Let me know. I was thinking a solid combination of tylenol, alcohol and x**** should do the trick but at the same time you don't want to come out a vegetable, right?

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