why just why

I'm broken sick and broke

The inner voice is plottin on me lol

I can tell

Been on the same boat since I graduated two years ago

I’ve basically given up

sigh

I am in constant misery
this can't be normal

I'm not okay

Just be here for each other no one will ever understand us like us. It's nice to know your not alone.

:hug:

burnt out

i f***ing hate this feeling and i don't know what to do

F***ing hell, f***ing hell, F***ING hell, F***ING HELL!!!

Wish there was some since of community where i am. Surrounded by neighbors who just ignore eachother

my life has completely fallen apart and everything and everyone that made me happy is gone. its crazy ive always been haunted by crazy suicidal thoughts since i was like 8 but i was always able to succeed in spite of it and put on a facade of normalcy... now my depression controls every facet of my existence. i really cant do this s*** much longer at all. i think my urges gonna overtake me

Currently I feel like im never going to find success, and that it's me holding myself back by being unable to accomplish the task I need to get done to get where I need to be.

I did nothing today.

Getting behind on tasks, feeling useless.
Feeling like the work I am doing is meaningless.
Feeling like everyone around me is succeeding where I fail.
Feeling like I hold back people who chose to be around me.

Feeling like I don't know what to do to get to where I want to be.

Loosing is not learning from failure. I feel like I continue to fail without learning.

Recently it is becoming worse as the days go on, and I am digging a deeper hole.

wish i could have a healthy relationship with food. even as im getting healthier and in better shape im scared that ill always have disordered eating in some way

really at my lowest point gotta stop thinking about stuff i cant control

i been floating along in life for too damn long

my life doesnt even feel like it happened

Might just check out soon. I know its guns in this house, just gotta find one and do the deed. Just gotta build up the nerve

Im not even lacking in terms of people that care about me, I just don't really care to live. All this s*** just seem like a chore and I feel like if I dont want to deal, I shouldn't have too

I’m a magnet for abusive relationships

same here bro