MAKE IT STOP

everytime i think i can move past her i start crying again
why
at least u can cry bro
let it all out
at least u can cry bro
let it all out
i found out she moved onto another guy within a week of telling me i'm the best thing that ever happened to her so i'm good now ๐ซก๐ซก dodged a bullet
i found out she moved onto another guy within a week of telling me i'm the best thing that ever happened to her so i'm good now ๐ซก๐ซก dodged a bullet
f*** her fr king do your thing
Damn i kinda been gaining weight
ive been a bit depressed and my diet got off track and gained a bit
its so hard getting back on track ๐
I dont know the last time when i genuinely laughed with somebody without acting
i really think i have avpd because i just cannot be around people at all
but the idea of seeing any sort of healthcare professional to get whatever is plaguing me diagnosed is crippling in itself
in any case ive been completely isolated my whole life and this fight to exist is getting exhausting
i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself
my only release be the gym ๐๏ธโโ๏ธ ๐ช so, in ways i'm grateful for that.
Even on days where I ain't got the motivation even doing a few sets kinda shifts my perspective
I used to be so down about being a virgin, but now it's like idgaf if it happens it happens until then my attitude towards it is yeshrug.