WINTER 🌨️Feb 13, 2023had too many sexual side effects from zoloft
doc today said to try wellbutrin
checked online and it can make anxiety worse
f***ing great the entire reason i need meds is for anxiety- WINTER 🌨️Feb 13, 2023·1 reply
BirdieI’ve been going to this coffee shop across the street from my apartment for awhile. Over time being a everyday regular the coworkers have warmed up to me and greet me really nicely, genuinely asking how I am, and remembering things I say when they strike up conversation.
I really, really hate it. Every time I leave the shop I’m in a spiral of spiteful thoughts wishing I hadn’t been seen or that they’d just give my coffee.
I don’t like them smiling at me, I don’t like them being friendly, I don’t like them being warm at all. I don’t want to be remotely cared about at all and just want my coffee.
I know very well this is f***ed up and symptomatic of my self hate but don’t want to let it go because I feel like I deserve to hate myself.
My only resolve is to order pick ups at this place and zip in and out really fast or just not go altogether.
I both resent the fact I’m like this but the self hate makes me not want to change because I truly think I deserve this.
Wish I was invisible and only can be seen when necessary at work, family events, etc.
pretend your someone else and dissociate from yourself when you walk in
- Feb 13, 2023·1 replyWINTER
pretend your someone else and dissociate from yourself when you walk in
Isn’t that a separate mental disorder
- WINTER 🌨️Feb 13, 2023·1 replyBirdie
Isn’t that a separate mental disorder
im not diagnosing you
Im tellling you to do it - Feb 13, 2023·2 repliesWINTER
im not diagnosing you
Im tellling you to do itNo I mean the solution sounds like a disorder
Isn’t regular disassociation a big sign for psychopathy and/or sociopathy
Sounds scary to make it a habit
- WINTER 🌨️Feb 13, 2023·1 replyBirdie
No I mean the solution sounds like a disorder
Isn’t regular disassociation a big sign for psychopathy and/or sociopathy
Sounds scary to make it a habit
i was just tryna help you out man but ok
- Feb 13, 2023·1 replyWINTER
i was just tryna help you out man but ok
Nah you’re good bro and I appreciate it but I feel spooked by the idea of that
- WINTER 🌨️Feb 13, 2023Birdie
Nah you’re good bro and I appreciate it but I feel spooked by the idea of that
Yeah maybe best to avoid it, see a therapist/counsellor for CBT should be a better option if you can afford it
Feb 14, 2023WHY MY PSYCHIATRIST NOT RESPONDING
- Feb 14, 2023Birdie
I’ve been going to this coffee shop across the street from my apartment for awhile. Over time being a everyday regular the coworkers have warmed up to me and greet me really nicely, genuinely asking how I am, and remembering things I say when they strike up conversation.
I really, really hate it. Every time I leave the shop I’m in a spiral of spiteful thoughts wishing I hadn’t been seen or that they’d just give my coffee.
I don’t like them smiling at me, I don’t like them being friendly, I don’t like them being warm at all. I don’t want to be remotely cared about at all and just want my coffee.
I know very well this is f***ed up and symptomatic of my self hate but don’t want to let it go because I feel like I deserve to hate myself.
My only resolve is to order pick ups at this place and zip in and out really fast or just not go altogether.
I both resent the fact I’m like this but the self hate makes me not want to change because I truly think I deserve this.
Wish I was invisible and only can be seen when necessary at work, family events, etc.
just reply in one word response or make it seem like you dont want to talk to them
Feb 14, 2023Life is crazy. You can do almost everything right and even dramatically improve your life and it’ll still find a way to kick you in the nuts.
Feb 14, 2023BirdieNo I mean the solution sounds like a disorder
Isn’t regular disassociation a big sign for psychopathy and/or sociopathy
Sounds scary to make it a habit
Nah it’s just a trauma response you can dissociate and not have a mental disorder/illness
- Feb 14, 2023
lost my job due to upper management unable to take criticism.
bunch of babies fr
- Feb 14, 2023
i just wish for the day where i just spontaneously die in my sleep
Feb 14, 2023·2 repliesI’m out of steam, I’m gonna fail school
- Feb 14, 2023
I just wanna hug
- Feb 14, 2023·1 replyllama
I’m out of steam, I’m gonna fail school
my grades are terrible too man
- Feb 14, 2023·1 replyBVL
my grades are terrible too man
I have to write a lab report rn, it’s due at 1pm so I’m gonna try to pull an all nighter. And after that I got finish another one I got an extension on by Wednesday. Plus i have to study for a make up midterm tht same Wednesday morning
- Feb 14, 2023
somebody run me over with a semi
- Feb 14, 2023·2 repliesllama
I have to write a lab report rn, it’s due at 1pm so I’m gonna try to pull an all nighter. And after that I got finish another one I got an extension on by Wednesday. Plus i have to study for a make up midterm tht same Wednesday morning
im about to graduate this semester and i dont even have any internship experience or job experience in my major. I should be applying but i just have the thought in my head that im going to get rejected. Ive applied many times in the past couple years and ive been rejected by all of them. SO i just dont care. I NEED to tho but i just have no confidence in myself for that and im going to suck at the job interviews
- Feb 14, 2023BVL
im about to graduate this semester and i dont even have any internship experience or job experience in my major. I should be applying but i just have the thought in my head that im going to get rejected. Ive applied many times in the past couple years and ive been rejected by all of them. SO i just dont care. I NEED to tho but i just have no confidence in myself for that and im going to suck at the job interviews
i got this quarter and another, think i might have to reduce my untits and finish up next year, thing is my classes are only offered once a year so i have to wait the entire year to retake
Feb 14, 2023llamaI’m out of steam, I’m gonna fail school
Been there. I failed out of one school program, got my s*** together, then passed after applying to another program. Hopefully you can get your s*** together so you won't have to go through all that. Or maybe it's a much needed lesson and growing experience for you.
Feb 14, 2023really spent my day in therapy
- Feb 14, 2023·2 replies
I can't wait to die
Feb 14, 2023aLIENI can't wait to die