Oh hell no, somebody's gotta pay

im over here trying to play sims 2 and s*** and i smell f***ing smoke
i run to the kitchen and open the oven i see s*** on fire
instantly grabbed a gallon of water
i threw that s*** in there

its ok i acted fast luckily it wasn't a grease fire

oven might be f***ed ngl

I can't change the situation I'm in, but I can change my mindset about it.

my brain is decomposing

Taking ssri. I feel amazing like my mind has been factory reset but I can’t get hard and my s***drive has left me. What do I do?

I’m not going back so I guess I’m now a celibate monk

Use Bluechew to get yourself hard. You don't have to say goodbye to good times, king

DON'T WANT NOBODY

Antidepressants randomly stopped working today. I’ve never felt worse and I don’t know if the normalcy I experienced was a fluke but it put things into perspective. I have trauma from being bullied then rejected by my friends when I was 11 years old. Im 28 with severe anxiety and depression. Most of the friend I’ve had have left me. Im not a cruel person but I am a boring one. My greatest fear is rejection and it dictates every aspect of my life. I’ve tried to change, get better, feel normal but I don’t think that’s possible anymore. It’s probably too ingrained. I hate myself and I don’t want to live anymore.

Just slept from 4PM to 4AM :​

i dont know what to do

need this

I actually just don't even know anymore

Anyone have success with specific medications for bipolar?

I'm going to try and become numb.

Eventually you are in "survival" mode or make as much money as possible to have peace as in consistent eating occasional fun that you just get numb. Like it feels like you can never catch up with bills, health, car problems whatever it may be. Nigga like me isolates because often less you go outside less problems you have but you isolate too long you lose touch with reality and humanity

where if anywhere (including the internet) do you feel accepted for who you are

Mood

F*** this s***. F*** everything. F*** life. im done