Yes, I had to get some meds too make me sleepy to balance it out

😔

Yeah. Forgot which one. I think I stopped taking it and tried another one.

A little more info:
Sertralin/Zoloft made it hard for me to sleep. It also made had other side effects that was hard for me so I stopped taking it.

I now take Mirtzatapin and it helps me sleep and also helps me from hitting the bottom, but it helps in a total different way then sertralin/zoloft

i need something that will put me on beast mode autopilot

Nah I feel like jumping off a bridge

Really should

Life isn't ass I make life ass

I don't want to be who I think I am but I don't know how to be what I think I want to be.

It's time

thought i was doing okay but I'm having horrible thoughts. need to power through.

yea i started this sunday. not been sleeping well. 25mg sertraline. to be real didn’t really sleep well b4

dread

would anyone recommend antidepressants? i have always been against them for myself but i feel like I've reached a point where i dont have any other alternatives

I started recently too, just took my 5th dose. I'm on 10mg lexapro. It has really given me so much energy but sleep is such an issue rn, melatonin gummies helped I guess

I think about dying too much

I feel worried I’m kill myself into my 30-40s

I think about it so much now, seems like no matter how nice life is this isn’t going away

I don’t know why I want to do it

This isn't getting any better

I have discovered a lot in three hours. I think everything is ok. A Christmas miracle

good stuff. positive affirmations be hooking it up. journaling too.

I just realized the impermanence of the things that make me insecure

And just was grateful for what I have.

I need to stop comparing myself to my ex