Put me into the heaviest nap right as I got home

Def something super doable at home but the ambiance of a studio and instructor make it so much more relaxing, not to difficult just can be a bit tricky at parts but it’s okay other people just do the variations that they are comfortable with

i did it during lockdown but as soon as it lifted and i could do things again i abandoned the discipline of it all

Feel like im getting drunk asf and high during night to deal with my hateful days lately

felt the worst i have in months yesterday but went shopping, cooked, and started a project today now i feel great insane mood swing

When school starts. I’m about to be a mess

Cousin shot themselves in the head today and I wasn’t really close with them ever and haven’t seen them in years. It’s been f***ing me up though idk why

My condolences friend

REAL S*** YOU ALL ARE DOIN F***IN AMAZING KEEP THAT S*** UP!!

Constantly feel like my time is running out

britney spears is the only thing keeping me alive

Just deleted a year + worth of pictures off my phone, while financially or career wise I haven't gotten too far ahead I am significantly more adjusted as a person as much as I vent in here.

In terms of my understanding of the world and myself. I understand myself significantly more than I did a year ago, and I didn't realize how much I've read and learned about the world from all of that, and interacting with people.

Formed an actual friend group, and am slowly getting over metal blocks.

It's really a everything im not made me everything I am type of thing, I don't know why I feel like self growth takes me more dedicated time than others. But it's nice to look back and see that actual things have been accomplished.

Still much more to go though, and I would really like for things that are empirical to happen faster moving forward, but everything is going to be alright. I just have to be ok with being me and accept that I'm not the "hyper-productive" , "high societal standing" person.

I'm a ghost in the machine by design.

Always on the cusp of something grand, moving with the tides.

I don't want your "success" anyways, so why do I let myself get so stressed out knowing I didn't have it.

Gotta let it go, I'm really right where I wanted to be, just got to capitalize on it.

Do you feel guilty? I hope you‘re doing good

I wish I could heal you in all the places that you are hurt.

Feel the loneliest when im around people

Put this on before bed and I SLUMBERED

Edit: nvm read the comments and it makes sense

Stay strong, my beautiful friends. My dms are always open if you ever wanna talk

Yep

all my friends suck man

:/