"be authentic, be yourself! but if yourself isn't attractive, fix yourself or be alone"

i think everyone is attractive in their own way. I think people mould themselves to be what is socially conventional version of being attractive.

I been approached quite often in the past 'cause of the above, however i'm still alone.

"be yourself" is really shallow advice too as alot of folks cosplay in social situations.

I think alot of people are dumb, and by alot I mean the vast majority of folks. I want to find my tribe and keep a small social circle cause I be selective like that. On Von

meds making my impulse to drink so bad

oof. its bout that time of year

been barely sleeping, starting to lose control over my emotions and thoughts

if this ice storm hit critical......we cooked

if i have kids i want them to be quirky, weird, objectively lame and happy asl

none of that worrying about fitting in,being cool, f***ing b****es or doing d****, just pure and innocent

january and feburary really suck

Been forcing myself to do one thing creative before hitting bed everyday, makes me proud of myself

Call it how it is…

just want to die

What have you gotten into?

painting/sketching and learning bass

Awesome. I hope you keep it up. I’m trying to do the same with writing. Discipline just ain’t there yet.

you got this, hardest thing is just putting pen to paper when you think theres no energy left

They said be all you can be

Starting yoga and meditation in the next two weeks

All this to avoid therapy if I’m being fully honest but I need to have some sort of foundation to build on

I’ve been empty for so long

MOOD ON 2ND HALF OF MOMMA

AINT NO SUPERMAN AROUND TO GET US OUTTA THIS.

AINT NO SPOOKS FROM THE SKY OR A MAJESTIC LEADER ALL THAT YOU GOT LEFT IS YOU.