Ktt on a Saturday night
What a delight!
if it was a sunday
i’d say my prayers tonight!
Just turned 30, happy birthday to me
This is my 30 but a different DB
but we share a couple problems + my f***ed up teeth,
in school I’d steal his bars to make the cypher complete
And now I write my own at the end of the week
How the f*** I turned 30 still on KTT?
Maybe cuz it’s the only place where I know me,
the rare space where I get to feel an identity,
where the words don’t get caught up, so I just speak free
and if the s*** you said flopped, then you can just delete
The internet can give us privacy in certain ways
In real life, everyone can see that s*** on your face,
the weight that comes with age,
the tiredness and pain,
a fear you can’t explain caused by poison in the brain
that makes you think that everybody talks about you on the train,
and hear s*** you can’t explain, I know my father feels the same
He never talks about it cuz he just wants to maintain
But when she got pregnant, my grandma had a schizophrenic break
I figured how to pick the lock of the bathroom safe
where he used to keep his pills, that was in 8th grade
I would write down all the labels and go look up the names
Now my doctor writes prescriptions for exact same things
But on my mom’s side they didn’t deal with that s***
She came from a big family, they had 13 kids
Growing up my cousins were my first best friends,
but at this point I doubt I’ll ever see them again
A funeral’s the only gathering you’d get me to go,
the last one was just about a decade ago
but if I’m being honest they stopped letting me know
I’ve made a lot of changes but got nothing to show
No house, no car and I still can’t drive,
same job, same field,
same New York life
Not married, while all my cousins got children and wives
Still get christmas cards from cousin Madge and they’re always kind
But if I saw her today I couldn’t look in her eyes
Cuz she found me on the floor when I OD’d one night,
and when she told her parents she was saving my life
I didn’t know then but I know it now,
choking on vomit seizing up on the ground
Can’t forget the way the blood & bile stained the carpet brown,
thats just one of the reasons that I don’t come around
My grandmother was harsh, yet to me she never mentioned it,
But I can’t go back and seek redemption from the rest of em
Besides,
I know that the forgetting is eventual
Cuz both my grandparents died from dementia
Lot of weight here, thank you so much for writing this and sharing
Happy birthday brother
Love this thread so much
As always I gotta follow everyone's lead and stop burying the lede..
Last night I f***ed on Babylon sherm
You shoulda seen the way that I drank his sperm
F***ed him so hard his a****** squirmed
Had to wear a hazmat suit, boy got germs
Smoking my friends weed till the blunt ends meet
S*** got me barely wonky let’s say I’m not friends with Yëat
Meet me at my the end of the street, South St Pete
What you need? White, rye or wheat?
I’ll sell it cheap
Not the best d*** dealer
But the best d*** abuser
Complete f***ing loser
It’s crazy I should be f***ing neutered
Empty household looter
I feel like CJ in the mission Home Invasion
I feel like Kodak off a hit of K2 surrounded by Haitians
I feel like Kodak on the summit of K2 surrounded by Haitians
Flag wavin
Figure 8 formation
Swag surfin down the mountain
Used to have 3 streets on lock like the Trevi Fountain
But L’s were taken
Still had to waste a whole 2 tanks to and from Macon
File cabinets filled with clientele dagnabit
Bought myself a mink but my b**** just had to drag it
Now I don’t have it
Went from somethin to roughin it
On some ragamuffin s***
Can’t feel no more grab the cookie sheet no oven mitt
Lost my mojo
Now I’m a hobo
Took L after another like I was Mojo f***in Jojo
Baby we can have nasty s***Pig s***I sweat like it
But that won’t even matter
Have u squirtin like a fire hydrant
Broski she said I’m saucey
Showed her the stick now she call me papi
She made this yt boi her favorite hobby
I told her suck it slow, make it sloppy
Mouthful of cum, she don’t need no coffee
Last night I f***ed on Babylon sherm
You shoulda seen the way that I drank his sperm
F***ed him so hard his a****** squirmed
Had to wear a hazmat suit, boy got germs

Tat on her skin, tat on her lip, tat on her hip
Tat for the lick, tat while I lit this bic
Vanilla b**** with the tat, tat on her ass
Tat on my stick, tatted up yeah we lit
No meth, just blunts for this bih
Yeah we deep in the 6ixxx
No remix for this hit
We do the money dance while you tweak on this shhhhiii
D*** lost in her ass like osama
B**** wetter than Mombasa
Trying not to buss im hanging off the ledge like Mufasa
We rumbling in the sheets like okasa
WAKE UP IN THE MORNING PAIN IN MY BACK!
WALK IN THE KITCHEN GET ME A SNACK
GO OUTSIDE WAKE MY DAWG UP AND ASK HIM IF HES SEEN MY BLACK?!!
WAKE UP IN THE MORNING GET OUT MY SLEEEP
REVERSE MY HONDA LIKE BEEP BEEEP
WAIT A MINUTE CUZ I THINK THIS A DREEEAM
LET ME PINCH MYSELF REAL Q- OW THAT STIIIINGS
MADE ME A CHICKEN ATE THAT SNACK
PROLLY COULDA USED SOME KETCHUP ON THE SIDE
THAT LION THAT DIED LIED TO THE PRIDE
WHEN I SHOT HIM IN THE FACE AND STOPPED IN HIS TRACK
The beard patchy, I'm young step daddy
Leo in the posse and y'all can't catch me
In 07 my pants was sagging
Gonna be a rap star, mom quit nagging
I'm from the Lou-I'll be Stitch
Sis look like Nani, yeah that's my ish
She a artist, she graduated Tisch
My boys all artists the kind who pay rent
Put a bad b**** in the truck, suspension
You can get thick if you want, it's lifted
Your boy 9-5 and he work on commission
I'm 9:45 out of Florence to Lisbon
Jack ain't a dull boy, Jack ain't a call boy
Jack ain't a play boy, the heck did you call boy?
It's clutch time, you sidelined, ball boys
Nerd in a can, that's Altoids
WENT TO DA STO' BOUGHT ME SOM PEACHES,
NOW IM AT THE BEACH WITH 3 A MY BEACHES
MASON JAR INSIDE A MY CAR
WOKE UP WITH A BEE BUZZIN IN MY EAR S*** WAS LOUD AS F*** LIKE A MONKEY SCREECHEN
FLUSH S*** DOWN DA DRAIN LIKE A TOILET
WHEN I GET MAD MY BLOOD STARTS BOILIN
NOW IM AT THE BACK OF THE LINE TO THE OCEAN
I WAS AT THE FRONT BUT THEY CUT ME SO NOW IM COPIN
FLUSH S*** DOWN DA DRAIN LIKE A TOILET
WHEN I GET MAD MY BLOOD STARTS BOILIN
NOW IM AT THE BACK OF THE LINE TO THE OCEAN
I WAS AT THE FRONT BUT THEY CUT ME SO NOW IM COPIN

@proper
The beard patchy, I'm young step daddy
Leo in the posse and y'all can't catch me
In 07 my pants was sagging
Gonna be a rap star, mom quit nagging
I'm from the Lou-I'll be Stitch
Sis look like Nani, yeah that's my ish
She a artist, she graduated Tisch
My boys all artists the kind who pay rent
Put a bad b**** in the truck, suspension
You can get thick if you want, it's lifted
Your boy 9-5 and he work on commission
I'm 9:45 out of Florence to Lisbon
Jack ain't a dull boy, Jack ain't a call boy
Jack ain't a play boy, the heck did you call boy?
It's clutch time, you sidelined, ball boys
Nerd in a can, that's Altoids
im proper baby..
i ain’t broke so you know ima cop it baby..
ur girl acting like carly says she call me maybe..
she wanna call me by her name like i’m armie baby..
man yo b**** is crazy..
but back to me baby..
yea you know who it is it’s p baby..
cranberry sauce bimmer but the seats gravy..
and the vv’s round my neck bout at least 80..
on the feet’s bout at least what your lease pay be..