once every few months im like what if i become an egirl just for the meme

but then i remember that i start to feel incredibly bad for coomers
and also get irked when guys flirt w me bc i hate small talk

oopth !!!

why do u feel bad for me

are you happy

when i coom

but the more you coom the sadder you are when u are not cooming

im trying to go so far down in deep depression that i bury myself into hell and make a deal with devil & change my life

and that is why i feel bad.....

i generally just want people to be well : /////

i hope you find the motivation to work on your wellness soon chief,,, life is pain but finding cool things that are vaguely engaging for you to work on in a "productive" way is honestly just a lot more fulfilling than cooming
like not to be corny, but mental wellness i believe ties heavily into feeling like you're accomplishing something productive, esp if you focus on just really small goals. learning a new skill like coding, learning how to draw, etc. wld all be examples. don't feel pressured to produce each and every day, but feeling proud of s*** you've done is mad dope, and you'll feel a lot more engaged in your own life and feel like you have just more control in general

plus i feel a lot more like engaging with people if i feel like i have progressed a tiny bit in some manner since i last talked to them... i realized i started ducking engagements for a lil while j bc i didnt feel like i had enough going on in my life at that moment. maybe that applies for you, maybe it doesnt

olivia the jordan of this s***

retired twice still obliterating these other niggas

There’s guys who do that too