planning my own suicide over and over again and being to much of a coward to actually do it

I stop being angry easy peasy

Listen to yeezus

Its pretty hard to get me angry and I get over it pretty quick anyway

I usually just go do somethin or just being away from whatever is angering me works pretty quickly

listen to music

Wym by this

Real

then i would ask myself do i need to change something in my life / routine to get away from thinking or dealing with that situation.

I'm very bad at coping with stress, suffer from perfectionism but mostly this sense of having a fear to fail.