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hope you're good bro

when the beat changes on 90210 while you're in a haze it's so beautiful, like falling into heaven.

them piano chords, and lingering bass in the background is so fitting, along with the backing light vocals.

Rodeo is up there for being one of the best albums of the decade, perfectly summarises where hip-hop was at that point in time, everyone slays with their guest verses and the atmosphere is very unique.

just ask the lonely

f***ing abel man

I'm done with abusing meds. I'll just take 'em as the doc wants me to. Havent seen my psychiatrist in 9 months tho. I just pay for the pills.

but I got an appointment for january. I'll honestly do my best to deal with my illness.

Living with it everyday is like torture which is why I pop so many benzos..they make me feel numb.....but I feel like being numb is not enough. I just wanna live my life to the fullest

sorry mate, didn't see ur post :(
hope ur doing ok ❤️

i think that's a wise choice. if you feel like switching i'd drop lorazepams and alprazolam and only use diazepam or clonazepam. personally i fiend less on those cause they stay in ur system a lot longer.

it's unfortunate that you take haldol too. it's a real dirty antipsychotic :( is it the only one that works for you or did you take it with olanzapine?

I know right? haldol is s*** but it seems to work for me. And yeah I take it with olanzapine.

I'll talk with my doc bout finding an alternative to that

I appreciate all the advice bout benzos. I've tried almost all possible benzo combos tho so I dunno bout that

UK docs are dogshit with mental health and we wonder why alcoholic related deaths are sky high f***ing cocksuckers.

What yall think got the best of Juice wrld? 😞

I remember getting seizures from pain killers and even ecstasy

S*** like this makes me glad I got off d**** on time.. i done had a bunch of seizures n even ODd a few times

Prolly a cocktail of uppers

had a few seizures myself too

Tried ecstasy for the first time on 22 Nov while I was on shrooms, don't think I'll ever do it again. All it did was not make my shroom trip enjoyable and the side effects are not worth it, even after taking a bunch of vitamins to combat them. My teeth were clattering nonstop and my d*** was the limpest it's been in my life, I went to go pee and didn't even bother whipping it out because I knew my limp noodle was useless. How tf can a d*** dehydrate you and make you retain water but also make it impossible to pee

I took about 3g of shrooms, then the ecstasy and then another 2g of shrooms microdose caps because I stopped tripping after only like 5 hours but I didn't even feel those last 2gs. Smoking weed didn't enhance my trip and made me sober up instead, honestly don't know why people bother with this d*** when shrooms/acid exist. The headspace is way better on just psychs, none of the s***ty side effects and less risk of ingesting s*** you don't know (basically no risk at all when it comes to shrooms).

Was the perfect opportunity because my parents were away for the weekend, now I still have an itch to trip on shrooms but my tolerance is f***ed, I don't wanna risk getting caught by my parents and I don't like taking them too often (family has a history of mental illness). Will probably wait until March/April since there'll be a super moon here and I love staring at the moon while tripping but I wanna trip again before my classes start again in Feb because I want shrooms to help me deal with my social anxiety

When the plug gone ghost on all social media

That's why you gotta always have backup.

Got about 10+ dealers I can use.

I hate when losers blame d**** for these guys deaths without looking into why they were abusing them.

D**** are fine when taken in moderation.

His songs were explicitly about not taking them in moderation tho. Not that crazy of an assumption

I mean yeah but you gotta look into why though?

he’s 21, dealing with fame that young has got to be difficult.

threads about d**** on music sxn are very short sighted imo

Man I feel like d**** and alcohol are killing my central nervous system or some s***. I’ve been feeling anxious af even when I’m doing everyday s*** like driving a car. Might be time to stop cold turkey

Should have tried the M by herself if it was your first time.

By far my fav d***.

My go to for any occasion.

Mine too

Saving up for a big roll for a festival in a couple weeks. Super excited.

Sounds dope, in that environment on xtcy feels amazing

Yesssirrrr I’m trying to find some pressies(xtc) pills ive been doing too much rock m and the roll is more intense I feel like. Like way more a head high and my jaw goes crazy. When I’m on a pressie I just feel so warm and happy 🤤

I switch between the two. If I really one wanna roll I’ll take rocks as I feel I can constantly top up. With pills I’ll only ever take about 1/2 for a night and I’ll be so talkative while enjoying the high.

Man times where my gums were swollen from grinding. get used to it after while and doesn’t happen much anymore but it was so worth it.

Switching is definitely the way to go, I just have been taking rocks all year and need a break! have you ever tried SAS? (Mda)

Might have been the best roll of my life