how tf does alcohol help you sleep. Whenever I drink I get acid reflux, feel like puking and spend most of the night with my ashtray nodding off like a f***ing zombie.

ambien by itself is great tho

Shrooms

it's a depressant/downer so it kills that anxiety which makes it hard for me to sleep. plus i was braindead of the ambien

break of dawn, what we're waiting on
break up song, If you feel me sing along

ambien would be great for me if it worked all of the times. some times i'd lay in bed and i'd see s*** in my room move and be shook asf

halcion is not only the greatest benzo but also the best sleep medication, but unfortunately it's off the market. i got some off dnm last year but i can't find anything reliable now. my doctor used to treat his insomniac patients with halcion till it disappeared

where you by yourself? cause most of the times I've drank while on pills I was drinking socially after poppin a couple pills on my own

peer pressure is a b**** when it comes to drinking. Always made me feel like I had to go extra hard...yikes

i was by myself and i was actually using it as a sleep med.

i was gonna go to sleep but discord chatting kept me on the computer. then i went bananas

not sure if it was peer pressure but i was writing a bunch of jibberish posting pics of the bottle and talking nonsense

never abuse akineton. The visuals on it are more intense than shrooms and acid COMBINED...

I remember taking it in the psych ward and I'd stay awake all night watching shadows change shape

indirect peer pressure

tbh

I’m just thankful for the dark mode

i know a guy that has to take akineton because of haldol side effects

mebe i should hit him up

you can have a heart attack with haldol

wtf is he thinking

Can’t wait to pop some xans this Friday, been sober for like a week and a half
The first benzos after a little tolerance break feel so god damn amazing

has anyone tried spasmofen? s*** sounds mad cozy

a mix of morphine, codeine, cough suppressants, muscle relaxants and s***.

Used to take haldol IV when I was on the hospital

s*** lowkey cured my schizo thoughts

lowkey

Where’d you even get s*** like that
Unless you know someone who works at a pharmacy and don’t give a f*** lol

lowkey miss that feeling. i've been on x**** every day for 2 months straight now. it feels good to have a control and limit my anxiety a bit but that euphoric feeling of taking a benzo from not popping in a while >>

xans dont even get me properly drowsy anymore tbh

there has to be someone on a dark net market selling s*** like this

or having weird doctors that prescribe u whatever u want in shady countries lol

Bro the feeling when you haven’t done benzos in a while and you pop some and you slowly start to feel how every muscle in your body slowly relaxes and the tension, that you didn’t even realize was there, slowly fades away
Take a deep breath and you feel so calm and relaxed
Ngl this might be the best feeling in the world

Maybe in the us but not round here

i guess.. altho spain portugal n greece be on that s*** from what i've heard, not mentionin any names 🙄

my dr is also one of the few ones in this country that's benzo liberal lol. he said that one of his ex-patients was gonna call the cops on him for getting him addicted to alprazolam, and this was after he was cured from his anxiety and depressive disorders

money talks bruh

and that goes for all countries

maybe US docs need some head too along with the money I dunno

yeah us doctors be about that s*** cause they get paid by the patient, insurance, whatever.

here health care is pretty much all paid for and they earn money by workin hours rather than patients' money. so there are no incentives

as a doctor it's hard to establish a private clinic in sweden, this dude i go to now has been private since before i was born lol and he charges me like 100 euro a session

it's f***ing weird too i have to go to his apartment he doesn't work from his office anymore s*** is like an hour drive away too