s*** keeps me going but mellows me out too. i had to cram in a whole months worth of reading in a few days and restudy the seminar questions

s*** is not a bad combo

What felt stronger? the upper feeling or the numbness of x****?

def the upper. only needed tiny doses too cause the amph was really potent

i'm also on x**** extended release so the x**** high doesn't take over but it kills that sickly anxious feeling you get from being on stims

Thanks man just hope i dont have a bad trip or go crazy

yeah I used to do the same with crack. Xans def take the edge off

thank you for this! what u said sounds exactly like what happened to me. Everyone's been saying why the wtf would I mix vodka and redbull, its literally called the heart attack special but I woke up the next morning fine? thought I could use a bong hit... then it happened... guess it was still in my system

gonna sober up for a hot while

cheers guys

peep and benzos = therapy for my soul

used to go hard on this

good times

Young hoes look for someone to give 'em coke and s***but I'm off that s*** s*** is tempting tho, the amount of p**** I can get from d**** is insane

I can still feed a b**** a couple xans tho hmu

depersonalization ruined my teen years

between 15 and 19, this prolly the major factor that got me into d****

s*** is kinda controlled nowadays, im 23

triple six mafia are great for bad trips because their main hooks work on thought loops, and the production is mesmerising

deperseonlization feels like i'm in a third person ps2 game everything is artifical it sucks but meditation worked for me.

Lord Infamous was taken way too soon like others who didn't get the opportunity to prosper more.

RIP Mac

Peep

Cobain

Depersonalization used to drive me crazy in highschool

but after getting on meds and trying out therapy I've learned how to control my thoughts and stay (somewhat) in touch with reality.

not to intrude or anything but were your disorders something genetic/predisposed or triggered by heavy d*** use? i'm mainly thinking of that schizo thing. u don't have to answer if u dont want to bro

Lol at OP post. Half the fun of d**** is mixing then with no care in the world. Think about this. Almost all prescription medications are advised against to be taken with or near the same time as drinking alcohol. There are several millions of people who take these as recommended on a daily basis. Do you think they all abstain from alcohol "indefinitely"?
Its all about liability management for them. There's no way to effectively measure the actual effects of interactions especially when you bring supplements into the equation. Let's say you're a gym head and take creatine whey protein fish oil multivitamin zinc mg+vitamin d3, along with beta alinine, occasional caffeine, all while being prescribed 2-3 meds you take daily, and you have a beer now and then.
With so many variables, you think your doctor can advise on what to do or not to do? Fck no lol. Live and let live.

Moderation is a myth if you ask me, especially when it comes to unmonitored, non-prescribed d**** where you are left to account for yourself.

I've never understood people that constantly purport this narrative. Everyone knows if you put your hand in a fire you'll get burned. Everyone knows fire is hot. Why would you knowingly put your hand in there and then complain about being burned?
It must be the ego tricking you into thinking you're better than everyone else and that somehow You will be able to keep it under control and not become addicted.
Unless it was a transition from prescribed pail killers needed due to a bad accident/injury, I literally don't understand how people would try or seek out heroin considering the ridiculous stigma it has had for like decades now.

moderation is possible, people can control their crave and temptation to dabble.

you're coming aa a bit naive mate.

Lyrica and Weed is a different, obsecure and maximum fady type of high

idk if i like it

Crazy how depersonalization is and still is underrated

Woat feeling fr

and doctors don't know how to deal with it

1,200mg of pregabalin is like a dollar store offering of a fading sensation

At 17 it was Valiums and X**** to numb the numbness

they were triggered by heavy d*** use