ive did normal dmt no the 4 aco, not any other s*** tho. imma try some mescaline in the next 1-2 years tho

Yeah it’s not at all. Some of us not built to live long lives

im feeling so f***ing stupid bro

got drunk yesterday and hangovered hard today, so i acted lke i had a flu at my work so people dont condone me, and me and my friends were supposed to go to the gym, had to cancel everything cus my stupid ass got drunk on a sunday... they mad at me and they're right for it

alcohol abuse is so stuuuuupid, i gotta reduce this bs

there are hangovers that be lasting like 48h now, age really a thing

hows ur liver?

It's not as much of a hangover as much as I just feel exhausted/not 100% despite sleeping 8hrs

This is why I barely drink anymore when I have stuff to do lol

i get what you saying, like is not a hangover, but i dont feel healthy 2 days after

i got be like that, no alcohol bs when i have s*** to do

Last time I saw a doctor they said I had a fatty liver, but that was years ago.

the feeling you have will eventualy fade away

just drink more responsibly next time or better yet make sure there wont be a next time

you dont have to get s***facde everytime you drink...If you drink less you can get the feeling of being tipsy without being drunk and hangover.

this just me being immature and a fiend

im on an oxy rn, to cure the hangover

feeling amazing, i already know imma sleep deep af

moderation is key guys, we all know that and still sometimes we f*** ourselfs

yea i wanna try mescaline but cant find any plug
you read the doors of perception?

real

yeaa s*** is hard af to find, im so lucky to know some people who grow the cactus which produces it

naah, just looked it up, might read when i have some more free time, sounds interesting

Heroin addiction is a MOTHERFUCKER.

How long u been on it ?

More or less a year straight. You f***ed with it before?

17 hours sober and I’m already fighting the urge to call the plug

That’s ruff man. Shooting or ? And naw closest I came to h was my roxy snorting days. More of a coke guy but been off it since July

IV. And word, I get 180 Roxy 15's a month and just trade them for boy. It's a s***ty cycle I've got myself in lol.. ashamed of myself but them withdrawals be having you contemplating suicide. I don't wish that s*** on my worse enemy.

And coke was always trash to me. Any uppers always made me anxious, dunno how you did it haha

This why I hesitated to go super hard on the ig niggas cause I know you for a fact have had success lmaoo

damn b. s*** gotta be a b****. can't pretend that i know what ur goin thru but hang in there

heroin dangerous asf, any strong opioid period. did it once and it felt great but that was it for me. i knew what feeling great could lead to

Yea that’s what always kept me from going too crazy w opiates. Ur body really ends up needing that s***.

And bro that’s why I had to stop. I was smoking hard for a while and the paranoia was just unbearable. After one or two hits it’s just maintenance and u know it’ll just make u worse but at the same time u can’t resist.

Just typing this out is making me sweat n s***. It’s a reason meth, h, n crack are the big three. Hang in there bro u got this.

U ever thought about suboxone or methadone?

its a great read, one of the reasons i got into psychedelics in the first place. always wanted to try mescaline since i read the book a couple years ago