aha maybe was just a phase but definitely felt like it was on the edge, legit for the last 1.5-2 months i can think of maybe 3-4 days i went to bed sober

You talking about the "we hate the women you f***" bar?

yeah, like when i wanted a truly or whatever i would just grab some plain perrier and add a couple slices of lemon or squeeze a lemon wedge in

tastes way better and is refreshing but similar vibe of the lightly flavored sparkles

I never get black out or crazy drunk, just drink to cope lol
Still is an issue tho

i always going to recommend it but if you in a position to afford it or have benefits etc, look into therapy, its not some thing for crazy people or sick people, and it would probably help understand the "cope" part more and different methods to handle it

I don’t wanna get involved in any drs or therapy or anything crazy
Tryna self treat lol

Yeah.

aha fair enough i get it

but yeah, tl;dr for my almost alcoholic phase, finding the underlying issue and better ways to handle that (exhaustion/overwhelmed) and finding similar non-alcoholic drinks that had the same vibes

Ppl always say keep busy but you can stay busy all day til 9-10 pm and that’s when it starts lol

Bro... I'm with ya. People are changing it to, "he wasn't talking about all the women Drake f***ed, just certain ones."

I'm like???? " F*** off."

Kenny dissed so many women. Serena, Rihanna, Tyra Banks, J.Lo, Melyssa Ford, SZA like those are just the ones I can think of.

Like he even dissed Drake's BM and said let's keep it a friendly fade.

The bar had a lot of loser energy and it clearly shows Kendrick has some sort of resentment towards women.

The acid reflux actually is what made me wanna stop lol @fuego

“You don’t know nothin bout that” - liar

Didn’t even think about that? You might be on to something

Couldn’t have said it better myself. “they make excuses for ya cause they hate to see me lit” couldn’t fit a better scenario here.

Kendrick literally dissed so many women saying that and I can’t believe Drake didn’t attack that angle more tbh. I mean he literally spit that bar then goes on to say “better not speak on Serena” like didn’t you JUST say you hate those women?? I’m confused. lol

It's a very simple formula.

Kendrick's bars mean exactly what I want them to mean in whatever manner paints Kendrick in the best light.

Drake's bars mean whatever the worse possible interpretation means, regardless of how absurd that interpretation may be.

At least you know something is up and are trying to doing something. Knowing is half the battle they say.

I think you said you go to the gym a lot all ready. But maybe change the addiction into a different addiction. Like get addicted to running, biking, or hiking.

Obviously I know that's way easier said then done.

Think of a functioning alcoholic,
Normal day not symptoms wake up work gym eat, but at 7-9 pm it gets rough my days done get bored can’t watch tv can’t sit still so start drinking and gaming or something, it’s bad lol

I’ve noticed that. There’s literally zero push back on Kendrick’s angle/bars. Whereas everything drake said was just wrong lol… I think both angles had holes in them and both rapped well. Drake got outmaneuvered and it is what it is but theres certainly some interesting things that Kendrick said which I could see some of his fanbase being like … wait a minute that’s a bit out of character… just like Drake was out of character at times.

Pedophile s*** was already out of character

Facts, but I’ll take it a step further. Dissing Drake as a “deadbeat” when he kicked this whole thing off as a feature on a FUTURE album of all people lol.

Damn... I assume you live in the states? If you have good enough insurance are there any good programs you could use? Anyone in your life that you can reach out to and maybe they can help? At least with removing alcohol from your house.

+1 to the guy saying get addicted to running. Start training for a local half marathon/marathon. Buy a Garmin or some other device that tracks heart rate variability, sleep etc. A few nights of drinking and then waking up the next morning to see that your body battery is at 25/100 because your body wasn't recovering, ruining your session for that day etc, will eventually start giving you panic attacks and you'll kick the bad habits ASAP.

Source: I run 90 miles a week and am in bed by 930pm bc I'm OCD on recovery.

No you see, Future is involved deeply with all his 9 kids with 9BM's, while Pusha T bullied Drake into setting up Sophie's Visa, getting her a job in Toronto, moving her into his house so he could be closer to his son etc. F***ing deadbeat - HE NOT LIKE US!!! 🤓

dude it f***ing sucks, one night i finished a bottle of wine and a couple seltzers and next day i could barely work because like every 30 minutes the reflux would hit and it huuuuuurtt

on the "keep busy", i didnt really try to "keep busy" was actually the opposite for me, found more time to relax (go to beach, lounge on couch, take dog for a walk, etc) which helped calm my brain and replaced some of the desire for alcohol to calm it

Idk if you go on Reddit but there's the r/stopdrinking sub. Maybe they have some stuff that could help.