6geW

5y

what a rollout

you can tell he’s committed to the art of it all

fmvp yzy vert

5y

#LFM

BRUNTZ

5y

no appetite

what pound have for breakfast

ganger

5y

I’m hyped man wtf

ganger

5y

We ready??

BRUNTZ

5y

no appetite

what pound have for breakfast

6geW

5y

leftover burrito bowl atm

fmvp yzy vert

5y

What for?

Jammuh

5y

hey brother I actually struggle with this a lot. especially recently. but I find - with the ideal of existentialism - that I have all of these things in my life that i’ve bought to make myself happy.

and you’re right, like literally what am I without all of these things but at the same time I know you’ve got a S/O so there’s a pure fact knowing that you’re actually worth something a lot more than just the things you’ve bought. you’re of a lot of value to that person I would imagine, more-so than just the things you’ve bought.

I sometimes myself have a hard time gauging why I even buy things but there’s so little time we have in earth and we’re obviously here for some interesting but vague reason so we just gotta do & buy and create the things that we enjoy. cause at the end of the day we really aren’t much tbh. that isn’t the most upbeat way to look at it, but it kinda helps me justify doing things I otherwise might not do or buy things that others might not buy etc. it’s all about the little things.

feelingisfirst

5y

On my lunch on this bullshit shift, thinking about how little ive accomplished

And whats worse is I spend my lunch browsing ig and s***, looking at people w more money 'expressing' themselves with the s*** they've bought. But I'm not any different. It makes me sick to think about. All I have to share with to the rest of the world about is s*** that anyone else can do. Like what am I without the things Im privileged enough to buy? It really makes me so useless as a human being. I am nothing.

ganger

5y

Clb

feelingisfirst

5y

thanks man for this response

i really was feeling like s*** then, but they're feelings and thoughts i continually go back to.

but holy you're right. i do have someone that loves me, and it's not for anything i own. in fact, at BEST, for anything i own whether clothes or anything i buy, the most she can like something is "i don't hate it" but usually it's "i dont care for it", and a good chunk of it is "i really don't like it at all" lmaooooooo.

i might have discussed this earlier itt but i remember some ppl in here discussing fits for the next semester, and it made me realize how much no one out in my real life cares about anything anymore. Like it was cool being in school, and similar minded and interested ppl being able to like appreciate s*** and make you feel good like "wow, i love your BLANK", but once u age, ppl give less of a mcshit. real life really is standing in a corner and thinking "they don't know that BLANK" like that meme lmao. at least for me anyway. like the way people think my palace hats are just knock offs i got from from a flea market or store merch for Shoe Palace

when i am feeling the worst, i think the worst of myself. so i'm like "youre only buying this s*** to give off an impression of a life you don't have, you superficial f***." But then there's this reality that so many ppl in my real life literally dont think s*** about me, so it's not just that. i think a big part is now buying s*** is almost an affirmation or celebration that i have a level of comfort that ive aspired for.

it's kinda like when i think back about toys i really, really, really wanted, and when i finally got them, i was so f***ing happy, but now that i know the concept of money, and cost, i'm like "damn, i really made this 20 dollar doy be my whole world". As a someone older, it's fun to buy a kid s***, and blow their minds. and i think that's what i do now but with my younger memory of self of high school n college: like "hey man, remember how you always f***ing wished for BLANK , well here you go". But in the same way I can recognize how naïve i was when i thought the 20 dollar toy was everything to my 8 year old self, it's starting to seep in more and more how naïve i am to think BLANK should have such importance, to the point I feel like i'm missing out or incomplete if i don't have it.

i know s*** was long, but i lowkey was exploring and explaining s*** to myself now that i think about it tbh so thanks for making me think thru things brother

fmvp yzy vert

5y

What’s the motive today

ganger

5y

Stop ignoring clb bro

fmvp yzy vert

5y

I don’t like this accusation

ganger

5y

Thoughts on the cover?

fmvp yzy vert

5y

On brand no?

ganger

5y

It is. I love it