$700 ? Nigga send me $40 rn $lorddell

takes balls telling ur mom that’s all I’ll say

I’m f***ed in the head

there’s no denying that. I have a lot of unsolved trauma and I’ve had depression since I was 11

I’m not denying that I need help and I plan to go to see a therapist as soon as I move out

you got this man, keep busy

I don’t plan on having an addiction relating to this for the rest of my life. Never thought I’d do something like this to begin with

Guess I can’t ever judge niggas that drop racks on hoes they’ll never meet ever again

again, it’s deeper than p***. I wanted the feeling of girls that I have crushes on to make me and send me things that are specifically meant for me.

That was more worth it to me than watching the same p*** or paying for onlyfans subscriptions

I understand that telling my mom might be weird to some of y’all but who am i supposed to go to?

my dad? f*** no

I have no close friends cause I could never have a social life

Venting on here only gets so far

I identified the problem, came up with a solution, and I wanted to tell someone that I have somewhat of a good relationship with

It wasn’t weird or anything. It was like a 5 minute convo and we kept it moving lol

bro admitting this type of thing takes a lot of courage

even in a pseudonymous setting as this is

there's nothing wrong with you though, and you know that. you are dealing with something that can be managed

it's obvious your mom didn't get the urgency of the situation. if you framed it in that you've spent hundreds of dollars i'm sure she'd have a different take than just keeping it moving

now that you are in the process of owning up to these issues, follow through little by little every day. maybe reduce your jerking off from 3 times to 1 time, etc. start small. all of it is a process

good luck and remember, this too shall pass

yeah I haven't looked at p*** since Jan and it's easy af

just a quick meat beat now and then and you're on your way

EDIT: all the best to OP though, not trying to bring your situation down or anything dude, good luck

I did tell her I spent a lot of money on it and that’s why I’m gonna get a job to make it back. didn’t specify amount, but told her I spent most of my savings

i’m sure she’d be willing to give me at least half of it back cause knowing her she probably feels guilty that i’d subject myself to that cause I haven’t had a chance to build relationships with girls and people in general

I don’t want the money back in that way tho, I put myself in this situation and I should’ve never spent it in the first place. So i have to rectify that for myself

Watching p*** is more desperate than f***ing randos?

Dear niggas,

Mega, xfantasy, xvideos and Spankbang leaks all the onlyfans and premium content yall be spending yalls entire paycheques on.

you're welcome,

• Montreal.

wtf

This mad unrelated but one time I was sitting on the couch next to my mom an I pulled my laptop out, open it up an the first thing on the screen was some wild kinky cat girl p*** type s***. I don't think she noticed but it was a nice pic I shoulda saved it tbh

aiyahhhhh good luck bro

I wish I could take every second back of it

dont worry about them bro u real

big plausible

Update: Got a cooking job at this local bar where I make $14 per hour. I’ll be working hella hours so my first check should be solid

Also trying to get a 2nd job. Even if it’s just part-time I’ll need the extra money so

I dont get when people say they dont understand why people do certain things obviously this certain topic doesn't relate to you so why take the time to try to understand and or criticize people that are going thru these situations.

Everyone goes through different experiences in life everything doesn't have to make sense to you. It's ignorant to see when someone says just do this or that when it's not them going through the situation