Im truly sorry for your loss op, sending lots of good vibes and prayers your way
Grieving and losing someone is such a tough process, try to let it all out in any way possible. If you want to talk to someone approach your close ones or a therapist. Try to get a brisk walk and get your body moving, serotonin is generated. If you need anything my dms are open, you are not alonr

Sorry for your loss OP. Can't imagine how you're feeling so I'd just say to do whatever you need to that best helps you deal with the pain, hopefully in a way that doesn't result in you having to hurt yourself. I don't know your spouse nor the nature of their passing but I'm going to believe that they would want you to keep moving forward, at whatever pace it takes.

I’m sorry for your loss

do you have any family or friends you can contact and share these same issues with? they may be more able to help you immediately and be there for you during this difficult time when you can’t even take care of yourself due to the circumstances. that is such a tough situation, I’m sorry for real. you are not a bad person for what is happening

I’m sorry again, but maybe see if there is anyone in your support system you can lean on right now. you said you pray? maybe start at the house of your chosen religion…and work from there to help others help you. you need people right now, please try to not be alone

My condolences OP I can’t even imagine. 🖤

Try and keep your head up but I know that’s easier said than done.

Really sorry to hear that OP

Losing your spouse is extremely difficult, be sure to take things easy and do good things for yourself.

i hope you’re doing ok @op

i’m sorry for your loss, and i hope you’re able to find some peace of mind through this

sorry for your loss @op

@Redheadgirl25 how are you doing love

Sorry for your loss @op

take time for yourself, one step at a time

sorry for your loss @op. your ktt fam is here for you if you need people or a platform to lean on

my sincerest condolences, please try to keep your head up, things get better.

@op

I feel really sorry for your loss. You seem like a wonderful person. Never let that love you felt go away and cherish the moments together

I think it's best you surround yourself with your family, maybe friends. People that know you. It's important to not be all alone at this time. See your loved ones

I’m sorry for ur loss OP. It’s not easy to hear but u won’t always feel like this. Please don’t hurt yourself

sorry for your loss