I want a room full of people singing it with me

when we don’t exercise our love, it becomes more difficult to love

when we don’t exercise our memory, we forget more often

I noticed this in my life. I was protecting myself from hurt too often. not being engaged in the current moment. living in a future that doesn’t exist just to keep my ego alive.

regardless of reciprocation, for your own sake, love and engage in your life so you don’t forget how to. don’t hold back tears, dont say no to opportunities being offered to you, the nights out you could spend.

collect your memories like pokemon cards.

thank god for my iphone, otherwise I would’ve forgotten so much, so many moments that were special just right then.

love

don’t depend on anyone. no one’s got your back. it’s sad and unfortunate, but it’s something you’ll see everywhere you go. being stranded in whatever situation would have you ask for help.

could be the smallest things. a five minute drive. ten dollars. 20 words. no one’s willing to spare it for you, no matter how much you lose for them. im not proud to be aware of this, but im very familiar with this feeling.

i don’t f***ing understand y’all that are like that. b**** behavior.

even family will do you like that. but you pick your family don’t you?

blood don’t meaning nothin no more huh?

sacrifice don’t buy s*** lately huh?

and the worst thing, i just lose more by giving back what y’all give me. so I gotta keep it jesus and love without being loved. idk if jesus said it or not, but I will. f*** all y’all.

i be doing the most for those I love. putting my entire life on hold when I’m needed. but god forbid y’all miss getting f***ed up for the thousandth time. I hope those d**** talk to you when you use them. hope they tell you how much they love you.

cause you not gonna get genuine love acting like that.

SHADE
7/24

homie that made the pastelle tiger jacket peeped the shade cover

chillin in the shade 🎃